Just feel like posting some crap on my blog since i have not been posting for quite a long period of time. I'm kinda tired but i got to study soon okay! I have not touch my books for like the whole holiday!!! i'm god damn dead now ): Since i post i shall write out my exam stuff for you all bah HAHAHA. Tomorrow can say it's my second paper cause i took GP already. Chinese i really don't know what to study so i will leave it! HAHAHAHA i doubt i will fail bah at least a C???? HAHAHA wednesday is math, I remember i once promised miss zhang i will get a A for the exam. I think OMG how could i said that ): regretted! I now thinking back maybe i'm not potential in math anymore. Damn it. Thursday is Chemistry and Geography, OMG my memorising subjects ): damn it HAHAHA. Friday my relax day accouting HAHAHAA nothing more to update BYEBYE PEOPLE!

For my future wife

I may not know who are you, how you looked like and what's your characteristic for the time being. But i know if i marry you as my wife, i really love you as my only girl. I don't know whether i will be the best guy for you but i guess if you marry me, you choose me as your best guy. I don't know whether i'm a romantic boyfriend when we are together, i don't know what i will do to make you happy for the time being, but i hope you will be happy and was touched by what i done for you. I believe whatever i said to you was from the bottom of my heart. I don't lie to people i love so please believe in what i say. I may not have a good attitude, i believe your first impression of me is that i'm a very 'dao' guy which everybody said that to me. However i believe that you had realise that i'm not that 'dao' as you know. If not you wouldn't be together with me right? I hope i gave you a happy family, i share my love to you. If we did, i think we would have gone a lot of different country to play and have good memory over there, cause that's my dream going overseas with my wife. Visit different places and have a taste of their food and everything. I hope i have been a good husband to you. I may not be as good as you think but i will try to do everything you wish. I don't know if you will be able to find this post/ even have to chance to read this post, but this post is what i will said and what i will do. I promised you all this once i will not break it. Promised is a promised nothing can break it. I hope we will last forever, with our happy family.

~Your husband,

KelvinTimber.

P/S: I love you as my beloved wife :)

Labels: For my future wife

Nowadays, the weather is damn weird okay! So hot and cold? People are getting sick too. And i have nose bleeding for like few days ago and okay at least it had stopped for the time being. Hahaha. Today is a boring day, basically i did nothing, super bored! Texting with people, maybe going K box with hui juan they all next week :D Nothing more to post BYEBYE! Oh ya, SP say good night to me at her blog that time :$ so i will need to repay her i think? Although she didn't STALK me in my blog but still got to say Good Night SP! :$ HAHA

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Things happened for an reason, when you tell me something that i would believe in i will believe but if i doubt upon what you are saying i won't believe in what you say. You said to me you willing to try how does that going to help, I don't like un-confirm stuff, friends from my secondary school know about that unless we have no choice. In fact it's my laziness causes this, i don't think to think of how to solve the problem when things happened. I rather have no problem when it happened or i don't even make it happen. I wish for a stable things. I don't like things that is stable, how you going make me believe in you when i know all those things? Complicated, hard and confusing! If i accept how long will it last, and if i reject you gonna be like this. I have no idea for a perfect reply for that. You all may thing i'm selfish, but for my own happiness. I'm just a guy who want to get a normal life, i don't wish my relationship will be one that will become so complicated and stuff. I want to escape from the truth, i'm acting cowardly for that, but how else can i do? I can't do anything. Even if i rejected you i feel guilty for it. From the past i'm scare of this feeling that's why i don't reject, but now i rejected, this is not what i intended it to be. Heart dead when you are like this. Relationship is so complicated, if i can i will want to be alone, not playing not thinking, be as carefree as possible. Age grows, matter of stuff grows. It's doesn't just for me anymore but for all. Saw this on someone shirt, "Don't cry when it's over. Be happy when it happened." But i have a question, if it haven't even started and people are crying how can they make sure they will be happy when it happened? Confusing by all this. Sigh okay nothing more to update i just want to die! -.- bye

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