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Tuesday, July 28, 2009



Kelvin's is back for more post ok. I had changed my number yesterday people who received my message, Please i saying this once last time, Don't give my number to anyone without the permission of mine okay? If not you are in deep trouble i can tell you. Anyway let talk about today since i forget what i did yesterday :). But i did sleep very late yesterday cause help baby do her math homework ROAR! but nvm she will know how to do de lar haha then errr woke up at 6.15 super tired then the same old stuff haha and go school with baby, Report in parade square kinda miss the parade square but i don't like it, cause it's hot and got unpleasant things there. Been learning on my illusion trick i would call that but people will call that magic:). Trick quite alot of people so it's worth of it to spent time learning on this. I will be learning more trick and maybe i could be a magician huh? haha Went back to class POA SHACK! :( correction of error i know the stuff but hae doubt of some question but nvm i don't disturb other people who are learning and let them concentrate on the work but in the end keep showing them the trick i learnt. English, do compo OH SHIT! i forget to hand in the WORK! DIE! :( haiz nvm tmr tell P.fong forget bah. then SS did work dunno how to do also healthcare my worst chapter:(. Recess decided to go down but my magic stick me to my class :( then keep doing and i figure out one trick just now >.< hehx! then Math, Kinda bored learning what chapter i forget le but it's bored for me cause Math is a stupid subject to me now and hated when 5B have math extra lesson while 5A don't have it when they should have it on the same day too. What they are thinking i dunno but it's seems that she thought we are stupider than them in math? To me i think it's just a waste of time, rather she concentrate on student who needs more help in math from both class than just 5B alone and it's the whole class lols -.- and i rather have A math even though Mr.s tan is kinda lame and weird to me. Geography my beloved teacher Lailtha! :) she seems to be very playful ok don't be deceived by her look she is a nice and fun teacher. Won't be saying what she let us do but she is a open minded teacher :). Had geo for 4 period which in between go for break and went eat and we are late hehx xD not the first time either :) went home after that cause nothing to do anyway. And i bought my new phone on sunday. W705 i love it although i wanted Sumsung phone at first but nvm :) The picture below is my phone hahha check this out :)
Kinda like the phone but i just figure out fully how to use the phone yesterday :) hahaha but nvm lalala. Plus kelvin just realise something. Except baby and family, none understand what i am thinking i think, to me i had yet to find a true friends of mine who pathetic is that? Byebye all

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Saturday, July 25, 2009



Kelvin wonder what is going on in this world?
Kelvin just woke up from his nap and unable to go back to sleep so blogged what i had been thinking before i have my nap. People do change so do i, but i am confused by people surround me. And it's hurts when see baby was feeling sad over things, my heart breaks when i see her mood had changed if she feel sad and yet i am feeling useless not able be by her side to cheer her up. Maybe this will be the part i will need to improved on bah, I am not a perfect guy and definitely not a perfect boyfriend but i will try my best to give what i can provide to you people and baby. I maybe cheerful, happy, strong, playful and carefree in front of you all but that's what you all see when i am with you all but when i am alone at home i am quiet, lonely, sad and typically thinking of stuff. Everyone holds a responsibility in their own stuff, and so do i but i had to holds more than normal people, no one knows and i won't tell. Just to say here baby cheer up okay? Bi will be with you and no matter what had happened i will accompany you walk through over it. ok end with this post.
Sunday will be going to buy a new phone and maybe changing of number. Finally! but not getting my Sumsung touch screen phone :( i think i will be getting Sony Ericsson W705 model. I see the function and it is quite good. If changing a new number i will sms you all personally, and number is P&C ok if people ask from you please don't give or else i won't forgive you. It's time to clear my contact list, now current got 200++ contacts in my list, and some is i forget who are they lols -.- and people who work with me and my friend and some unknown people. Tmr will be having SS haizz :( 11.30 to 12.30 sianzzz ok byebye my leg is aching waa :( ok byebye peeps lalala

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Friday, July 24, 2009



Ok super irritated by blogger cause this few days i am not able to blog and upload pictures ROAR! nvm hahaha nothing to write anyway. Life is bored in school hahhaa but enjoy walking with baby to school lalala~ :) then today had 2.4km timing 10.03min disappoint result will re-run next friday with asri hahaha and i will bring my trackshoes to school and get totally prepare to get my 8 mins:) on diet to keep myself lighter and drinking more milk to boost my calciums lalala~ i will get 8++ min this friday HEMMMPH!!! ok nothing more to post byebye. and I LOVE TODAY! and i think only baby know why ehx xD byebye everyone:)
This are the pic i drew ok enjoy :)
Rubic Stress, making all sides the same is not that easy :)
People who are lonely will devils accompany them
Lost in no where, although you are tall, you may not find your way.
Human Life, It's not easy as you think, Work on it and you will see
For baby: I LOVE YOU :)

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Monday, July 20, 2009



Kelvin back for more post again. Never mind let me talk about Saturday first, did not do much stuff was tired in the afternoon and i am wanting a short nap which hair-rising sound came out of the toilet fright me out of my bed. I am pondering on who is making this disgusting sound, and i realize that it is my dad, he came home with upset stomach and not feeling very well which worries me a lot due to the conditions now, and seeing dad so weak cause of vomiting. In conclusion of doctor. K. Ang, dad is highly suspect of having food poisoning and unfortunately, i don't have medication at home PLUS my near by clinic only open for half day on Saturday and daddy don't wan to go until gek poh to seek for a doctor. I had a stubborn daddy, been busying take caring of daddy and neglected baby quite alot sorry :(. Daddy is sick and he need my help to bring him to toilet as he need to do his stuff in the toilet. Then took daddy temperature, having a quite high fever of 38.8 degree, which worries me alot so only can give daddy some home medication for the fever, and let him drink more ice water and cover him with blankets. Bought light food for daddy and end of day. At night mummy will be the one who will be taking care of him. Sunday woke up quite late, Daddy is still not feeling very well though, he walk as if he is a zombie, like so unstable so he ate his breakfast and ask him go back to bed. Online and do my stuff and put ice towel on daddy forehead. and baby went to buy her dress with brigette but in the end didn't bought any cause none of them caught baby attention. Today, it is a astonishing
day to me. It will be elaborate later on. As i proceed with my post. Walk to school with baby, then have home at westwood, talking about coping stress? haha i'm stressless why should i need to know about coping stress, i just need to manage on know how to stop thinking of stuff haha. Geography for first period did paper haha first time in history i did my work ok. Then A math surprisingly i pass my test, but it's a simple test which i did not really score the result i wanted it's kind of disappointed to me :(, will strive harder to achieve better results. But my result is A1 in the exam lar, 30/35 for the paper but it is under what i really expect due to my stupid first question i wrote wrong bsqaure-4ac<0>0 wth but after writing this my step change to forget the actualy digit but i will just pick some digit, 13x-12>0 is like my hand is not in my control then i write wrong WTH :( super disappointed. rescess gosh it's fucking lame and seeing some freako in the canteen, then bath to class have mini soccer :) but only passing. English is fun to me, Playing with miss fong about lame stuff. POA did try doing my stupid journal, and it's quite easy in sometimes when i understand it. I think i am getting on hand with POA *HAPPY* then SS have test which i don't have any idea that there is one maybe i am not that attentive in class opps >.< after SS is 5 min break and within the 5 mins, 1 shocking stuff happened, my class all time favoured, THE SOCCER BALL! hahaha Dominic was like pending to shoot it to yongchang and yongchang is pending to catch. But when dom kick the ball , it goes headwire, the ball went the wrong direction, and strive for the window, and it break 2 of them lar. I am kinda guilty as if i am more vigilant enough to lift up my stupid leg, i may blocked the ball but it just happened too fast, and i did not have enough time to react with the speed of the ball. Haizz ball confiscated no more half-time in our class. but nvm life still have to carry on and thanks god none of the people gets hurt. English again Miss fong came in with smile on her face but it is nothing as he know everything. But when Miss lailtha came in we are just keeping slient, maybe it is because of us being guilty and to some of them not having of it. But i think i learnt a lesson that glasses breaks just like it maybe hard and strong but it is breakable easily. After english, went jurong point for lunch, and went library do homework hahaha i'm such a good kiddo today don't i derserve some applause? hahaha kidding ok that's it for today byebye all :D

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Sunday, July 19, 2009



搞什么鬼!小鬼也会唱歌?黄鸿升首张个人专辑“不屑”正式发行!快来支持一下哦!

I am not kidding here. We waiting for so long and here to present, 黄鸿升new mini album which include 2 new songs! It maybe just a mini album but i am really glad to see him grow if you haven hear his new song? Please stay in my blog as my current blog song is his new song. Please de appreciate his song. It is worth listening and i bet you will like it. ok i will provide people with lyrics ok:D

不屑
事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪
不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰

就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟著你走远了的那一天
这一半浅浅的瓦解

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪
不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰

就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟著你走远了的那一天
这一半浅浅的瓦解


如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

鬼打墙
一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼?

我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在查街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂

不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓

鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然已整个没力
那一种痛痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸

鬼打墙的拼命拼命拼命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活逼我 一枪毙命

一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼?

我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在查街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂

不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓

鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然已整个没力
那一种痛痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸

鬼打墙的拼命拼命拼命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活逼我 一枪毙命



鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然已整个没力
那一种痛痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸


鬼打墙的拼命拼命拼命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
自以为没有什么搞不定
没料到这一次栽在你手掌心


hahaha the 2 new song lyrics and can hear in my blog ok :D people you all have also be prepare this year end! he is going to have his another NEW ALBUM! is not mini album is a ACTUAL ALBUM! come on people do expect better song better singing from him:D his name is 黄鸿升

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009



OK post for today raining in the morning go school with baby girl then was like sharing one umbrella. Went back class have crappy POA which i don't understand a single shit out of it. Chem is on bonding again then about the solubility. SS is up next quite bored did globalization. Recess went down eat cause hungry yummy. English ahaha miss fong dash in the classroom like no one business when we playing soccer >.< id="gwProxy" type="hidden">

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Monday, July 13, 2009



Ok kelvin is back for more post. A confession to made okay, it's not funny so people help keep away you joy and laughter or angry or whatever you have now. That cute little girl up there is my beloved baby ok. She is my girlfriend now, Many people de mummy ok. Decided to open our relationship to the public, we are together on 11of july which is a saturday :D. Her name is Kang hui ping, the girl of mine KAKAKA so please don't di siao her ok. And thanks for peeps your good wishes ok :D and hope we will last forever :D teehee done with this haha silly baby.

Ok another Confession to made, I just clear my msn. People who i seldom talk, nvr talk or whatever reason i had deleted you from my msn. This will save my space and leads me to a easier life of having lesser pop up. People who do not see me online anymore in your msn you should know why anyway.

Ok let's proceed with my blog post. I will talk about today first then about yesterday.
Today went school with baby, then go class talk talk talk then start lessons, first is geography which talks about the rivers. Next period wil be A math, Lame as even wonder why she's making the crap out of herself i think. To me really it is not entertaining at all and it is not that funny. Just crappy. Recess.English, Was being chased back from miss fong, HAHA damn funny when she call out my full name ANG ZHI JIAN! idk why she shout my name i will laugh i think is her accent. We go through HBL comprehension and i got most of it correct lalala~ ain't i smart? then POA just crappy i forget we have POA today so i didn't bring my TYS! WTH! then didn't hand in my work too although i haven finish cause quite difficult for my level of understanding of this subject. After this is SS for 1 period but couldn't have our test cause of the chinese oral so we were dismiss early for break and i went for my retest finally i did not run away she should thanks the god for it i think. Then went to find miss fong for my composition thingy. Read people work and knows their standard i will try harder for achieve better writing. After that went to find yikiong then go canteen they went JP left me karin yong chang and talk about stuff then people come and go come and go then left me and karin and brandan. Wanted to wait for baby but dunno where was she in the end she having folkdance hahaha nvm. went home rest bath and smsed with baby and call her just now ;D ok finish about today.
So Let's talk about yesterday.
Woke up early at around 8++ or 9? eat breakfast and went to vivo to find my friends which includes, Mavin, Brandon and glander (mr. eric koh daughter and son),Weilin(brandan girl), timonthy, amanda, Huiling, cliff, and a guy i dunno and his girlfriend. Play beach volleyball from 12 to 7 was fun indeed learn many skills from them i learn to set and smack the ball better cool huh? i love the sound. But it was tiring though but it was all worth it. They were all so funny haha timonthy asked me. "kelvin, you so free today? don't need to study for O lvl?" then i say of course don't need smart people have time management. He say WOW great to have "GOOD" time management people with me hahaha. And next will be brandon and glander. Glander was like say HEY! that's out court (as people was like trying to occupied our court and we bought the court setting lar) hen brandon say Hey glander don't so rude, we must be polite so we should say, Sorry this court is owned by us, so you should understand what we mean. LOLS-.- i dunno why it's sound so lame from brandan mouth HAHA. Keep the court and bought it to the car damn heavy ok. the metal and net and the stuff. then went to bath woosh super nice and my horrible sunburn is killing me. imagine you stand until the sun to play vollyball for 7 hours? hahhaha brandon and cliff drove us to vivo and have dinner at thaiexpress. Hey thaiexpress i dare eat spicy food?? hahaha Nope i in the end ordered honey chicken rice it's delicious ok :D nice and i love the taste :D we spent 130++ on the dinner then went home :( too bad brandon can't send me home cause it will be too late, wish to ask for MC but baby will wait for me go went home at around 9++ reach home around 10++ haha used comp and sleep woke up FUCKING PAIN and my SUNBURN!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! killing me aha ok that's end of my post haha byebye people :D

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Saturday, July 11, 2009



Someone wan *shoot* me for not posting soon so i must post now or else she will say me le :( sad sad hahaha yesterday went school with huiping mei and jialin. Go school blah blah blah. talk and do work. First lessons chemistry forget what she thought le >.<>.<
next period is PE haha have hockey instead of 2.4 run cause not in mood lar plus i lazy to run very hungry too scare i faint so play hockey fun fun haha split into 2 team blue and yellow i'm in the blue team but we score 2:2 have a draw haha mr.lim scored one for other team:( haizzz sad sad hahaha but nvm we have fun anyway. Have great fall cause my shoes like so slippery and nicky slide and we crush and fall and dassyali trip and had a great fall and bang onto me too fun indeed haha. But it's very tiring run here run there sprinting all the way. Went to buy drinks with brandan>.<>.<>.< hahaha but love it haha ok byebye reader:D good lu





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Thursday, July 9, 2009



Kelvin never had felt this before. Losing someone really important to you can really be so painful. Haiz but it's my fault at the first part too. Just only can blame in on myself... My heart is filled with all kinds of emotions but i tense to keep it. I just hope the best for you. I am not worth 1% for you...
Just starting posting with today. Woke up early today as usual bath have my breakfast then make my super short hair. Go find hui ping mei. Went to school with her since Tuesday and will be going to school with her until month later i think? Then won't elorate what happened when walking then have lessons was like kinda boring trying to learn everything lor. So bored POA is worst for me. I can't understand in any part of it. A math nvr go for retest was like kena nagging through sms while kamal didn't WTF? we both didn't go and it's like only ME who nvr went???? what fucking thing is this huh? i'm easy to be nag? Come on think well ok. I'm not in a good mood anyway. haizz just forget it. FUCK FUCK FUCK! ROAR! make me so MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KNNBCCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR!


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Wednesday, July 8, 2009



Ok don't laugh please! i just have my haircut and decided to cut it super short :) see the different? hahaha even me myself i don't believe what i am seeing now... I finally changed my hairstyle from long hair to short hair... wonder how am i going to style my hair tmr ;( and i'm having headache again as usual... i think i really going to die soon. maybe i just got Brain cancer or anything like this??? haizzz and today is my mummy birthday super love you mummy. I appreciated what you done for me although we argue but i still love you mum. you are my best mummy hehx xD and it's the first time daddy bought cake for mummy give him a clap ok :D hahaha daddy was like being so kind cause i no money to buy so he went to bought it and it's coffee and rashberry cake i think which i don't really likes the coffee :( lalala ok byebye all :D tmr then post bah IF i have the time and mood byebye
I quite like my hair now although short but i like the style :D




BYEBYE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009



Ok kelvin is back for posting kinda in a bad mood now cause m having a headache now and it's killing me.... it is just FUCKING terrible i think not all all you will understand. So i will just saying about yesterday. Went for movie Ice age 3 and it's 3D hahaha kinda fun and so many 3D cartoon interest me from the movies coming soon haha. But i think i will be going for the movie HARRY POTTER first i think mummy and daddy bringing me to watch this sunday? that's what i heard but i don't know whether it will be a realiable source or just faking lar. As my phone they say will change until 1 month later still the old phone :( kinda saddeding haha nvm then watch i found out that the female elephant is like mrs lailtha really the voice and the motherly look my me feel like they are alike i really like it alot haha i think almost all cartoon will interest me ;D Walking around then go back JP then say huiping mei hahaha nvr jio me go out ;(((( ROAR! but nvm then walk in jp went home lor took all pic haha and notice my face is like getting thiner :( the cheek bone is like now quite obvious lar ;( from the first pic haizz been eating quite alot but still getting thinner i think i dying soon? and i think i will like it if i dying soon due to getting thinner DIE DIE DIE! nice word :D haha byebye all enjoy the pic :D and alot of unglam pic ;( ROAR!










See what i mean by unglam?? :(



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Monday, July 6, 2009



Kelvin is like so sad now :(...
My only place to say out my sadness is my beloved blog... I am sad now okay. Super duper sad lor. I hate Mid-night, i cannot sleep and stuff will all come into my brain now. Think and think until my head going to burst :( and it's so quite i sleeping in my study room again. kinda dark and the feeling of loneliness is building inside me and i am like staring at my laptop. Listening to Supermarket 超级市场 by gary cao ge, I super nice the MV(music video) dunno why i like the female actress in the MV it was like stubborn and mean girl haha but it is kinda cute. Keep looking at the MV i am more depressed IDK why also keep watching and watching i feeling more and more depressed and lonely really it really bother me ALOT ALOT ALOT! I liek super fed up by this stupid stuff i been having lar :( ROAR! Just why can't the stupid thinking just flow away than flowing in??? My mind was like empty and suddenly filled with stuff :( but it's lesser today thanks to some people who are talking to me in msn lar entertain me. Tmr going out to watch movie. Although i don't like last mins planned stuff but i hope it will go on smoothy bah. haizzz really no mood now... Stuff coming in while i typing post i took about 30 mins jut to write until here and it's kinda short... :( i think if i wrote it like my perviously post i will need about 2 hours? haizzz dying soon i think... only dead man worry most. haizzz ok byebye all

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Sunday, July 5, 2009



Kelvin's blogging now in the morning cause today will a such a boring day.... My ear hole is closed... feel like force open the ear hole and let it bleed.... maybe will even die?? lols -.- Just kidding. Yesterday went to granny house did nothing aunt and uncle been busying talking which i cannot open up my own conversation with them. So kinda bored which leads me to bed in granny house. Went home and on comp play. Feel like dying my life now is only occupied by comp i think?? nothing much and yesterday post for bubble cause it's her birthday. Slept around 1 plus and woke up around 8 plus. Went down to walk walk and go home and eat breakfast and online... kinda bored indeed.... Dreamt of something, but won't elaborate on the stuff i dream of. Ok nothing more to post.. byebye
MY EAR HOLE SEEMS LIKE IT'S GONE:(
BYEBYE EARHOLE:(

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Saturday, July 4, 2009



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BUBBLE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU!!!!!!! :D
Happy birthday bubble i wan be the last to wish you happy birthday on your birthday ok then you can remember that jojo wishes you happy birthday before ok:D hehx lalala~ sorry no present for you so a huggy and a rose(IMAGINE) for you ok bubble :D i wish you have a very happy birthday ok. Your present will be send to you when i meet you :D hehx XD don't worry ok. Although dunno you that well but i know you are a good girl ok :D I love you bubble :D!

today is bubble birthday ahaa she offline when i wan tell her happy birthday so i wrote it on the blog bubble read this if you online ok :D a post specially for you :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUBBLE!

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Friday, July 3, 2009



Very irritating by blogger now, i seems not able to upload any pic. ARGHHH! But nvm just it go away soon i hope. Update for today quite long did not update my blog, so will be talking about today. Woke up at around 7 plus was not able to sleep, cause many things for me to think. Nowaday i found out that being an adult is not simple have to think of all sorts of stupid things. Then been thinking for an hour but i can feel tears falling from my eyes, i don't know why i am so emotional when thinking. Maybe i am just too silly to think of all the craps. Online at around 9? Talk around to people who are online, then go bath and went out. I am really very angry with peope who are late although i myself late by 2 mins but people late so long make me and derence were like so crappy at there kick to ourselves. People all came and we start play. My team, Me, derence, jing wen, brandan and bryan. then against, Wenbin team, Wenbin, yikiong, Dominic,Yong chang and jun huat. Obviously we will lose and i am prepare to lose but the feeling was like super angry, yikiong the MVP scored most today. But i think it's really ok i tried my best and i believe my team have really improved, expect for me, i don't know why i still stuck there super noob. brandan been scoring and bryan have many nice far shots goals in the later part of the game. My leg begun to pain after a while(old injury) but i still bare the pain, that point is the part when i begun stop running and stay stationary. Sorry to people who think it's my fault cause i'm just staying at my own position. I am really very sorry for that, my own condition that point i am being selfish as i scare my leg will go into a worsen condition like i won't be able to continue with my sport activity. Sorry to you all is what i could say, every shot i shoot, i will need to suffer the pain the pushing my leg straight and bend it back again. So i am not sure of continue to play like the original so i stick to being selfish. Sorry my deepest apologies... Maybe i am just too crappy. Went home with dominic and yong chang but slack awhile while me and dom doing things lor. Went home it's like there is no even a ghost. So bath and went out to jurong point to find them. On bus been thinking ot stuff, I can't be left alone if i'm alone i will think of many stupid stuff later i will share a stupid stuff i think ok. Went to long john silver find them then did not eat but drank water cause don't feel hungry. After that went to library, then go find SK play stupid games and was like doing stupid stuff won't elaborate about that cause we did things that are so dumb? Went in library while some people left. Chatting all along and saw amirah(Fullerton friend) hahaha still pretty as ever lols -.- then around 5 went home took bus thinking of what we say. I really hope that i am not born in this world. Then people won't know me, Less people will suffering, less people will be irritated by me and Lesser people won't be hurt by me... I feeling like just jump down from my house now cause 9 floor jump will die but i won't cause i'm here and if i jump i will feel nothing as compare to my family, i don't know if my friends will sad for me if i die, maybe for some but most will be smiling when i die now.... I am just a shit to the world i think,But i think it is kinda stupid to commit suicide, Some people wants to live also cannot then why people will feel like to commit suicide? In every religion, Suicides is a sin ok you will go to the hell. Reach home online and write his post, If you are not happy with what i wrote plus just don't read ok i didn't force you to. Bye bye and oh ya i will not reply any sms again due to some problem and not in the mood to sms again ok? Anything talk to me in MSN, or CALL me. lols -.- phone will be closed most of the time i think unless i'm listening to songs. If not it will be closed or unless i am not at home ok? byebye everyone will be seeing when to update blog again? ByeBye

Felt super tired now, Just know that i'm really stress by alot of stuff, maybe i will go crazy soon bah, I really don't wish to think of anything now. Things all squeeze inside my brain and i dying.

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