Thanks everyone who wish me good luck and give me the confident that i can enter MI. Many Many of you. Yikiong, wenbin,saukuen,hooilan,linghui,irina,andrea,khaeng,adelind,junzhi,ken,priscilla and more and more! really appreciate your good luck and encouragement! And don't worry if i fail to enter i will go to hotel management since jian ping is at there i will not feel so lonely i guess? HAHAHAA But must say a super big thank you too all of you.

I feel like going for photo shooting? Don't know why but just feel like to go for one. Urge to be a model for no reason, although i know i don't have the looks or potential but i really wish to give it a try man! So people who can introduce me to get in please tell me and i will really wish to go for a try.

Okay nothing more to write already. Will update again if i go out and take pictures hahaha. Okay people byebye!

Updated 7.22pm, Maybe i should try?

Someone enlighten me today. The person say why must i be so stubborn? Stick to the person for so long and don't wish anything back in return. She say that why i will tell other people don't give up the whole forest for a tree and such stuff and yet i cannot. This really make sense to me, why i can tell other people such things and yet i can't do it? Not settle a good example for people. She say if other people like you and that mean they no chance, then what's the different from you and her? she is waiting for you and you are waiting for other girl. You should be able to know she feel right. True, i really agree this but i just cannot bring myself to do such things lar. Pessimistic stuff. God what will you do if you were me? Enlighten me please god....