I really hate this. My life is saying bye bye now. Being alone maybe is not as scary as i think it might be bah. I seen through a lot of things. I know that i should not be so dumb. Something can be shown by simple type of sign which is placed in. I can all see through. I hate my nature of accurate prediction in something which i guess. I can feel the sense and everything. I know when you are lying when you are real. I know when you are sad and when you are truthfully happy. I know that wood and fire can never be mixed together. This is all i know, but i hate most of myself. I hate myself for not being to help. I hate myself for being a failure. I hate myself to not able to protect the one i love. I hate myself for not able to be myself. I hate myself to fail to smile truthfully. I hate myself for being a bad guy. I hate myself for everything i do. I failed to be a good child. I failed to be a good student. I failed to be a good guy. I failed to make everyone smile. I failed to win the heart. I failed to get good grades. I failed to have good friends. I failed for everything. I'm a failure in my life. Yes! like you can see i'm a failure. I believe many people can't wait to see me like this. I know i'm a failure. I can do anything. Math genius like most of you say, I PUKE! Math really sucks my life, The things i hate the most is math and myself. i rather don't know 1+1=2. When i'm down i can never find someone who can tell. Never! cause i know i'm irritating so most of you doesn't like me. So i kept it to myself. Somethings when i say i will changed topic cause i know you all don't care about it. But i really wish i could have someone who will listen to me fully. Someone that i trust i can tell to. Physically fine is not everything, emotions is something which you all can't see. God is unfair everyone knows, But i don't like to have such treatment. I very tired already.... really very tired... so tired that i wan to just close my eye and don't care about anything. haiz maybe bad guy should have such treatment bah. Bye bye everyone. I won't live long i expect.... bye