Ok back for more post today. Tiring day today, went to bai bai the whole day and did finish some work. Today don't really study so i wasted a good Sunday by doing nothing which benefits my studies:( haizzz but took some zi lian pic hahaha seems weird haha ok xiaodidi see short post.

I miss this feeling

 Back for more post now it's kinda late but no choice just did finish a few papers which i think is relatively hard. Woke up as expected around 10 am plus. Eat and online for awhile first then prepare to study. Went down to Library to study with yikiong, wen bin, junzhi, kha eng. with the company of sau kuen and ling hui. things go on and on teaching all this. HAHA they are my student :). For math only i think? Then went back home around 5 plus plus before going back home had eating some prata. Went back home, second aunt is at my house, then went bath came out she went home. Been thinking of this for quite awhile should i go JC or Poly? I thinking of going JC nowadays cause i really wan get back the 1 year which i lose for staying in NA. But i'm afraid of losing out in my A level and eventually fail my A level. I had no worries for H2 subjects cause i am sure of what subject to take, i am afraid of my H1 and general Paper. H1 subject, i maybe will be taking Econ as the subject and i think i will be having problems for it. But i also interested in china studying which looks kind of interesting. Asked mummy for opinion but she say she don't wan me to be always follow what she asked me to do and forget what i must do is follow myself. I just scared i make the wrong decision of going JC. And going to JC i think my will need to know news friends as now currently my friends like wanted to go poly than JC. And JC makes me had a higher chance of going UNI with will helps me of going to the course i wan lar the medical course. I really wish that my effort for studying will leads me to where i will go. And daddy told me that if i go JC, it will be better for me cause i'm way more flexible than my brother so i will be doing better than my brother. I don't know if it is true or what. People please give my suggestion and write on my tagboard ok? every tag of your opinion is important.
Something here ok. Today i find back a feeling that i hadn't had for a long time. I like this feeling but i know it will only last for a day and it will be hard to get it back again. It won't happened everyday and seldom will come.... byebye 

Simplicity is the best way for you to think better.
Ok i just love Joanne peh hahaha but won't be saying much more about her. Posting while i am resting now, got to buck up my math and A math i think so i went to popular to bought TYS for both the subject and for POA i did not manage any for them. Okay tell you all about my result of the recent test and then people i aim to beat when prelim. Ok math mock exam i gotten 73/80 for paper 1 and 93/100 for paper both paper got 7 marks gone which is due to carelessness of the stupidity of me of not able to see very well nowadays. Mummy promised to bring me to make my spectacles which i will be able to wear out. My vision is failing i think i cannot really see things clearly, things seems to be blur and my right eyes is affect so much and my left eye is still quite normal but i think i stress too much on my left eyes which it's getting painful and red easily. Ok back to mat know that someone beat me in math in sec 4, i dunno is she the only 1 or many? i guess i will just try to win her for prelim and O level. The person is JiaMin, don't really know her but seems like she is very talented in digit i think cause i not her classmate i don't know how she did for other subject, but from A math and Math i can see she had the potential to do math and with this potential, she got 76/80 and 99/100 for paper 1 and paper 2 respectively which is a 95% i think and mine is a 92% which there is a big gab, being nag by mummy cause of my careless of writing wrong. Really regret of not checking my paper again carefully. Which i really thinks i should practice more on this subject. For people who did not do well in Math, and you really wish to do well in math do look up for me i will try my best ability to teach you all in the most simple ways. Of course i will too provide you all with question and feel free to ask question cause i won't reject any question from you all unless i dunno how to do but give me some times to think of the question and i will come out with the answer don't worry ok. Tomorrow, wen bin, yi kiong and kha eng probably coming to my house and i will be teaching them and i believe in teaching will benefit more than practicing as you will know the concept in doing stuff and more i believe in people understand what you doing are more important than the answer cause learning without understand is just like a empty shell, it contain nothing inside, but if you understand while learning you will benefit best. So if you come for question don't expect for answer but expect for knowledge of doing. I really wish people you all to do well for this subject and math is a subject that can be score for O level. ok done with this and oh yar Mrs Melissa Tan had calculated the score i will be having for exam and Prelim i think? which is a B3 but sorry i am aiming for a A1 now. I don't aim low i aimed high. Plus something you all must feel happy for me is my POA, I passed! yar you didn't see wrong ok although it is not a very good pass but at least i tired my best and get a 16/25 which is a great improvement for me and i really had to focus on my sciences too.
A short now here, nowadays i feel the sense of loneliness, it seems to me that maybe lonely does not seems to be a bad things either as i will be having more time to study, but i really had to say this, i really really really miss someone, someone which i lost long time ago, someone who used to be a friend, someone who i really care, someone who care for me and someone who treated me very nicely. I really miss that somebody, now i can only see how the person do in school, everything i see is just the evident of the physical of the person but not the emotion. The only thing i can hope is to see the person happy and doing the best of the person ability. The person is important to me but i lost the person and now i must pay for the consequences.

Labels: I miss you, the ape family somebody

Today is doesn't seems to be a pleasant day for kelvin even though he get quite good grades for his math mock exam paper 1. Just let me proceed with today activity, Went school as usual, up to the hall for assembly and kinda crappy to read so been talking to ken and stuff. Have SPA talk funny to have Mr.Cheng talk to us on stage seems to be the first time i see him talking of stage :) Went back class for Geography, today Mrs.Lailtha gave us paper to read is on population that is hungry nowadays. Quite interesting tomorrow will be continuing the topic again :) after geography is A Math while my class having Math, so took back my paper from Madam first, quite surprise and disappointed with my results too. Surprised is because i get 73/80 for Paper 1, Disappointment is when i see all the careless i did for the paper, wrote wrong and change the units wrongly are the factors why my 7 mark are gone. But nvm still quite happy with the result but can do better than this so prelim will be study for math and see what result i get. A math have test and going to fail i think, i didn't see the question properly so it's kinda wasted for me, maybe it's time for me to wear spectacles to school cause my eyesight seems to be failing me:( but i think currently it's still okay bah. Really feel very angry or you can say in the ill manner term "Fuck up" when people seems to be saying bad about you when you did the paper well, Paper 1 doesn't mean anything, if i get 73 for paper what's the point for you to care and say about me? Are you just simply jealous that i get a 73 and you still doesn't know your result and you know you will lose to me? OMG you this bitch even did the paper before the mock exam on your ten year series so i won't be surprise even if you get higher than me cause you did the paper last year and before hand like i care. That idiot really spoil my day. That's why i don't like to get good grade during test or whatever shit, if i get good grade people will discuss and say about it, i mean what's the point of doing this. I believe everyone had their own ability in everything, so no point jealous about my talent in doing math well. I believe you just open the freaking book and you would know how to do the question unless you are a idiot who don't understand what are they writing. People please grow up, if you are dumb or what i don't give a damn i just don't like you people to say about me cause of my academic, doesn't it very stupid to argue on it? If you are smart you are smart if you are stupid, you are stupid no point saying about that. Nvm won't be saying about it making me super fucked up. English practices oral, Poa did Swiss cottage paper 2 and realize Mrs.Kang came from that school quite surprise to hear that. SS was a disappointment i think. Chemistry did practical i would say this practical is a difficult one. Went back to class and found out it's locked WTF! but nvm took key from auntie then put on lipstick hahaha to kiss on paper aha i kissed kha eng and yikiong ahaha basically super fun :) Just found out that i maybe can earn a living in Thailand :) After that went for lunch which is very late around 4 plus went back home did some workout bath and went to bed now going to sleep soon again tmr have another chemistry mock paper hope i do well haha byebye:)

Labels: Disappointment

Oh my god her smile just killed me >.< hahaha was surfing around and seeing joanne peh stuff ahhh i am just freaking love her a lot teehee such a lovely girl and if you had seen yesterday dunno what show she was cooking! haha talented, and know how to cook, rare to find in this world though. Ok let me continue school days are fine, take back my A math mock exam paper, get both A1 for paper 1 and 2 but add up was a A2 cause for A1 needs 85 marks and i am like 7.5 marks away from that standard must work extra hard for it! hmm then study for chemistry and physic really putting into consideration for science as one of my L1R4/L1R5 subject. Been studying all this while and thinking of everything, and make me come into this conclusion of going for JC, have a short personal talk with Madm Lailtha after school on Friday and i already known what she will be talking to me about, but she really let me know something, being myself than being a path that i will be walking like my brother, she say people seems to see me following my brother path which he had already walked. She relate mine and her and seems like me and her are similar in such ways that she also had a smarter sister just that her sister didn't get into the university whereas she did, but i won't relate her's same as mine cause my brother will be going to university after his A level and NS and it's something that will be confirmed and cannot be change so i will be doing things that my brother did not do to prove that i am not walking what he had really walked and i will do better than him. Cause i had a vision and dream and my brother don't really have any, I want to be a doctor is a goal in the end of my life, that's my ideal job whereas my brother is see what he can then do for the job, we are different yet common i would say. Okay don't say about this just want to thanks madm Lailtha for spending the time to talk to me she's give me this kind of warm that i never felt. Haha okay today Math Mock Exam is kinda stupid i think, i think it is really really unfair, since i had sat for the paper before cause it was last year O level paper of course it is unfair, i had been expecting them to give specimen paper of this year for us to do than last year O level, like this i would had nothing to improve, cause i sat for it i seen the question it is in my blood of knowing how to answer the question, and ten year series also printed this paper inside the book and hell people had did the paper and so this mock exam won't be a accurate result of the student standard i think. But i would agree that this paper is a difficult paper to do, i don't know how to do anyway, pending for a fail result when take back next week.
Here is a sub topic i will be saying about this week. I will try to write a topic i wish to write about every week and this week i will be talking about fashion so people who like fashion or are fashionable why don't just try reading. I won't say i am that fashionable but i can confirm that i know about fashion. To me fashion is a way to present yourself, but "FASHION" may seems to be a easy word to pronounce and everything but behind the word, it had a deep meaning, not everyone can understand what it mean and different people would had a different perspective. Individually, i would say that you must show out your character and you must sure it really suits you. Who the hell in the world would wear something that seems to make you look super weird, and i know this kind of "Fashion idiot" and that's why i writing this topic. If you skin don't not match the colour of the things you are wearing then freaking take them off, this really freak me off seeing people wear something that doesn't suits them. Like this if your skin is white, watch is easy to match everything i agreed with that but white skin don't match with yellow watch i would say cause it doesn't look weird but for Spectacles, freaking hell your skins is white and some more wore a white spectacles? Holy crap, it make you seems to be like a idiot, you face does not even fit for the spectacles. Some more the spectacles is something like plastic, and make it kinda shinny, and you are wearing it, you are a moron i think. Fashion stuff may not be fashion on you, for example you got yourself a fashionable shirt or anything, and it looks weird on you, no matter how fashionable it was, it won't look good on you and it won't make you seems to be fashionable, then you can just freaking take that things off. To me everything you wan buy something, consider if it looks nice on you, ask for opinion, if out of 3, 2 say it looks weird, the freaking take it off. Plus hairstyle, different people have different hairstyle that really fits into him. For me, i am not a hairstylist i think, i don't really know how to make my hair very nice or whatever, but i know what really make me looks good, and what type of hair style seems to be nice on me so i tried every type of hair style, like this time, i cut Malet it may seems weird and nerdy but when it grows i think it really look good, trying is a very important factor to know something that you never know. You cannot just stuck in the old same hairstyle, try everything, maybe today you stay alive tomorrow you bang down by car, try every opportunities that you sees. Okay i think i will stop typing now, have a post that is too long i think. BYEBYE PEOPLE!

Labels: Fashion sense

Using draft blogger to blog now which i really had no idea how to use it cause the things is like shit i think. Now i am very tired, been sleeping late to study and stuff but i don't wish to have a break in between if i had break i will be going lazy back, so kelvin JIA YOU!  You can do it! ARGH! haha ok get back AMath Mock exam paper, get 64/80 for paper 1 and 75/100 for paper 2 get both A1 grade but counted as A2 in the combine result, i get 77.2 but is consider A2 hmmm but i think is a realistic fact to be seen lar, from 4H all people seems to be getting 70 and above, i think is about half of the class get 70 plus? So i think is a remarkable class to study in cause of the challenge between the smart ones, Adilah even got a 90.5 impressive haha but i will try to catch up and perhaps get a A1 for O lvl! POA is kinda disappointed for me, i forget to write returns inward and outwards haizz wasted 3 mark i think :( then i did not do out the margin but i did explain... COE is kinda bad for me too i think i write one of the account wrongly... ROAR! but nvm i tried my best if fail means that i am not that capable to do POA. This Saturday will be doing Math mock exam, will be study it tomorrow to get a distinction for Math lar, cannot have a decline result hahaha been slacking behind this few month and maybe it's time for me to show back my potential? Which Madam had been saying to me and crap lar, i think all this will be just based on the understanding of the subject, as much as i know, math is just a subject with formula logic i will name it, Math will need logic to think of the ways and had to remember formula to do it. I would say it is completely different from A math which don't have much logic but only come memory work. And Chinese O lvl results, quite nice hahha i nvr feel the pressure as i nvr take Chinese this year, i ensure my result last year though hahaa, then many people get A1 for sec 4 express hahaha smart i would say I am impressed by one guy forget the name but he did not take his malay listening but still get a A1 that mean he did paper 2 almost everything right and Oral with distinction haha. Ok byebye people and anyway today is someone birthday happy birthday to you!

Labels: Happy birthday xue yi

Ok back for more post since i hadn't been blogging for a very long time i suppose. Now i am coughing like mad cause i can resist the temptation of eating the ice cream just now >.<>.< SS did quite alot and know point to explain today for me i dunno other figure it out anot... POA did COE ahaha manage to finish it yesterday and understand it :) so not much of a problem not my problem is control accoutn who can help me?? :( Nowaday seems to study so hard that i dunno am i right to do it cause my health is at a great cost now... now is reading up some medication book which i borrowed, seems to be interesting and they wrote tips that help improve coughing so been trying it now, but will tends forget cause focus in studies... but the book is interesting i learn quite lot of stuff, the airway is different when you are eating and not eating food and so on and so fore, will be continue to read and on net surfing for this type of document too. hmmm ok going to study for A math now ok byebye people. COUGH COUGH! haha

Labels: SICK ONCE AGAIN

Won't be blaming anyone for this, it is just what i deserve in fact. You choose for this path and walked into it, i accept what you chosen and be happy for it. Good bye...

Going granny house later for her birthday celebration and hope someone recover fast from her fever and everything. byebye

ok here to blog. Today ou relationship just ended... i'm sad really sad, maybe we are just not meant to be together at first bah.... nvr regret to love you but since it's ended and you had choose to end this, we just finish forget about it ok we can be back brother and sister bah. Will need a few days to recover from this break, my hearts ache. haizz not in mood le byebye...

How can i get that tall?? :( hahaha
alright i will be posting today, not a good week for me feeling sick. Visit the doctor then second time this month, Kinda horrible feeling for me. Fever only in the morning but not in the afternoon so doctor say i have no fever but in fact only during in the morning. My cough had not recovered since the last time i go visit the doctor so he gave me a better and stronger medicine which now is pill to consume and i like this better than the liquid medicine, i think this is better and gave me pill to help my lung to function better won't say the reason why i need the medicine for lung here. And of course a better anti biotic :) And it's SOOOO big make me so difficult to eat :( Going to change my blog song soon :) at home i feel so lonely, had to entertain myself, did nothing but to sleep and online and read some of the books. i think today have A math test and i didn't went for it i will be in deep trouble to go back school for retest :( i think this saturday i have A math mock exam too kinda suck to know that while i didn't go school for so many day kinda pull back. :( and i'm sad now, really i dunno what to do. I really wonder alot of stuff haizzz. I just a idiot.... i wonder if you.... ok nothing more to write byebye :)

Haiz i wonder what the heck is this blogger treating me. :( don't let me upload pic, feeling so uncomfortable for not uploading pic when posting >.<. Today i'm super happy, you will know why later. Went school and yet i am sick. Not feeling well today. Then first lesson Math at class did the work so good right me? Then english did compre and summary. SS i slept cause too tired, very tiring today and weather seems cold today to me :( recess went down feeling hungry but did not eat anything, don't have the appetite to eat:( Went back class, Math again :( did work. Geo for 4 period, wanna die >.<. Then waited for baby for 2 hours? Then walk around the estate. But awhile baby went home le she's tired lor. But it's worth celebrating :) Our First Month hehx xD >.< i'm super happy lalala i love BABY >.Wa liao wan bold and colour also cannot :( nvm. Will edit next time.
I LOVE BABY! HAPPY FIRST MONTH!

Labels: Happy first month

Ok there to post, though it's kinda early but i think i will post it now ;) Been watching this video, this person Jeff Dunham, you must watch it's funny hahaha. Ok but will be talking about yesterday national day celebration as you can see our class is international, we wrote 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10! ok 10 different language of writing SINGAPORE! and of course we are smart unless other classes we know all this language ;) and i love the tamil version wrote by mrs lailtha hahaha and i learnt how to write it can thanks madm hahha :) then playing and joking around singing and though my voice kinda suck when i having a sore throat. Went home and did nothing and sleep in the end. Doesn't have a good night sleep, slept late, wanting to sleep at 12 but in the end slept at 4 in the morning been thinking bout stuff. Terrible night for me ;( ok nothing more to write byebye. I'm just have to change myself more...
Byebye people.

Labels: Just not good enough

Ok posting for today, had 2 test A math and physic both i think i will fail with flying colours haha nice term :) at least still got the flying colours there:) ok the pic up that i took that when i am sick and had just recovered and thanks to this mask which i wore it just right after the day i sick. I think i should write I'm ok which make me not okay whereas brandan wrote it's okay and he's not sick ROAR! nvm but i love the mask hahaha I'm okay hehx xD then not posting much cause nothing did happened and not hilarious enough to be presented and wasted the effort to type >.< having 1 ulcer which is irritating me, i think is the medicine and i hate ucler :( irritates me wa liao :(. Ok nothing more to write le byebye hahaha watching paris and milan online haha so funny :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEI MEI!

Labels: happy birthday mei mei :D

Back to post again.Today is such a boring day and the virus in my body seems to be interminable, been sick for all this while and my cough still don't wan to left me alone. Currently still having cough, sore throat and slight fever. At least my flu and blocked nose had left me alone. Woke up late today and was feeling enervated, don't feel like to get up. Having headache in the morning the world seems to be spinning. Mummy get me another day MC for my condition tomorrow if i am still very sick i will be staying at home wish i am fine by tomorrow. Staying on the bad from morning until 2 plus, don't have the energy to walk maybe cause of the medicine which make my feel impuissant, just had my lunch, been eating light food, no fried food or oily food for me. Drinking ton of plain water and back to my bed. Now my activity is mostly done on bed. Messaged at around 12 plus i think he such a good boy doing POA i can't even think properly now. having A math test today by right but i think i will have to take it on other days, Sorry kamal left you alone in that class >.< sorry. Then now people should starting to dismiss from school but it seems that none had reach home except for some. Baby have folkdance today and will end late... it seems that i will be dying soon cause only people who is dying don't do things HAHA. ok nothing to write byebye ;D

Labels: SICK~

Supper irritated by my blog, as i can't upload pic in but never mind i will write about today even though it's kinda early now. I think i will start with yesterday. Yesterday was a horrible day for me, Coughing, flu and blocked nose were killing in a sense that i cannot rest in peace every few minutes i will coughing and sneeze. Ate up medicine and feel better and went to sleep but constantly will wake up, i won't consider that as a sleep i will called that as rest? for every 1 hour or 30 minutes i will wake up. And thanks for people who message me and ask me how am i feeling and all this thank you all okay? I think some bastard will be very happy, hey this idiot is sick serve him right. If you are thinking this you can jump down from the 13 floor okay? I believe you should go die. Cannot eat many things so mom cooked noodles for me but didn't manage to finish the whole bowl as i do not have the appetite. Baby was worry for me but don't worry okay i will be just fine after a few days later. At night is the worst time you can imagine, Blocked nose feeling hot in air con room, then feel super cold when takes off shirt. Terrible and horrible, Keep waking up, then can get back to sleep went to kitchen drink milk then went back to bed then will wake up again, THIS IS SUPER IRRITATING! I hate this kind of feeling! ROAR! until now i still not able to go back to bed and sleep cause not tired, later family maybe going to granny house then i will be left alone i think? hope i will be just fine :). Good bye people BYEBYE!

I AM NOT OKAY! :(
ok kelvin's back for more post le since baby is complaining i ask her blog yet i didn't blog so today since i'm free so i'm here to blog teehee :). Today by right should have soccer at fico at 12.45 but it's such a shame that i wasn't able to make it for the soccer game cause i'm sick having fever. flu sore throat and coughing. Wore a mask to clinic seems weird, it's kinda funny though as yesterday i been playing mask at school for fun and today i wearing it for real lols -.- kinda weird ahha and hate whose people with their weird looks and keep seeing me walking when i go clinic ROAR! it's like why are they so afriad i'm being socially responsible here you know? WTH! I'm concern that you all will get spread by me so i wore a mask does it mean i'm having somehow like aid or SARS? Rediculous in anyway. Wait for about 45 mins then went in to seek for doctor help having fever, seems to be dropping thanks god:) then got quite alot of medicine about 7 for me to rinse comsume and drink :( i hate pills anyway ROAR! but nvm then ask doctor give me mc for only Monday for safety if still unwell i will rest at home then spreading to you peeps right? :( then doc also say that if the fever id rising need to go back and see him again haizz hope it's just a normal flu and sore throat bah, I don't wish to get any H1N1 or anything stuff and my back muscle is killing been aching since morning :( haiz i think i going to die soon? haiz ok byebye peep i think i gotta go sleep my medicine effort like working make me feel very sleepy :( ok byebye thank care people!

Labels: I'm not okay...