Very irritating by blogger now, i seems not able to upload any pic. ARGHHH! But nvm just it go away soon i hope. Update for today quite long did not update my blog, so will be talking about today. Woke up at around 7 plus was not able to sleep, cause many things for me to think. Nowaday i found out that being an adult is not simple have to think of all sorts of stupid things. Then been thinking for an hour but i can feel tears falling from my eyes, i don't know why i am so emotional when thinking. Maybe i am just too silly to think of all the craps. Online at around 9? Talk around to people who are online, then go bath and went out. I am really very angry with peope who are late although i myself late by 2 mins but people late so long make me and derence were like so crappy at there kick to ourselves. People all came and we start play. My team, Me, derence, jing wen, brandan and bryan. then against, Wenbin team, Wenbin, yikiong, Dominic,Yong chang and jun huat. Obviously we will lose and i am prepare to lose but the feeling was like super angry, yikiong the MVP scored most today. But i think it's really ok i tried my best and i believe my team have really improved, expect for me, i don't know why i still stuck there super noob. brandan been scoring and bryan have many nice far shots goals in the later part of the game. My leg begun to pain after a while(old injury) but i still bare the pain, that point is the part when i begun stop running and stay stationary. Sorry to people who think it's my fault cause i'm just staying at my own position. I am really very sorry for that, my own condition that point i am being selfish as i scare my leg will go into a worsen condition like i won't be able to continue with my sport activity. Sorry to you all is what i could say, every shot i shoot, i will need to suffer the pain the pushing my leg straight and bend it back again. So i am not sure of continue to play like the original so i stick to being selfish. Sorry my deepest apologies... Maybe i am just too crappy. Went home with dominic and yong chang but slack awhile while me and dom doing things lor. Went home it's like there is no even a ghost. So bath and went out to jurong point to find them. On bus been thinking ot stuff, I can't be left alone if i'm alone i will think of many stupid stuff later i will share a stupid stuff i think ok. Went to long john silver find them then did not eat but drank water cause don't feel hungry. After that went to library, then go find SK play stupid games and was like doing stupid stuff won't elaborate about that cause we did things that are so dumb? Went in library while some people left. Chatting all along and saw amirah(Fullerton friend) hahaha still pretty as ever lols -.- then around 5 went home took bus thinking of what we say. I really hope that i am not born in this world. Then people won't know me, Less people will suffering, less people will be irritated by me and Lesser people won't be hurt by me... I feeling like just jump down from my house now cause 9 floor jump will die but i won't cause i'm here and if i jump i will feel nothing as compare to my family, i don't know if my friends will sad for me if i die, maybe for some but most will be smiling when i die now.... I am just a shit to the world i think,But i think it is kinda stupid to commit suicide, Some people wants to live also cannot then why people will feel like to commit suicide? In every religion, Suicides is a sin ok you will go to the hell. Reach home online and write his post, If you are not happy with what i wrote plus just don't read ok i didn't force you to. Bye bye and oh ya i will not reply any sms again due to some problem and not in the mood to sms again ok? Anything talk to me in MSN, or CALL me. lols -.- phone will be closed most of the time i think unless i'm listening to songs. If not it will be closed or unless i am not at home ok? byebye everyone will be seeing when to update blog again? ByeBye