Kelvin wonder what is going on in this world? Kelvin just woke up from his nap and unable to go back to sleep so blogged what i had been thinking before i have my nap. People do change so do i, but i am confused by people surround me. And it's hurts when see baby was feeling sad over things, my heart breaks when i see her mood had changed if she feel sad and yet i am feeling useless not able be by her side to cheer her up. Maybe this will be the part i will need to improved on bah, I am not a perfect guy and definitely not a perfect boyfriend but i will try my best to give what i can provide to you people and baby. I maybe cheerful, happy, strong, playful and carefree in front of you all but that's what you all see when i am with you all but when i am alone at home i am quiet, lonely, sad and typically thinking of stuff. Everyone holds a responsibility in their own stuff, and so do i but i had to holds more than normal people, no one knows and i won't tell. Just to say here baby cheer up okay? Bi will be with you and no matter what had happened i will accompany you walk through over it. ok end with this post. Sunday will be going to buy a new phone and maybe changing of number. Finally! but not getting my Sumsung touch screen phone :( i think i will be getting Sony Ericsson W705 model. I see the function and it is quite good. If changing a new number i will sms you all personally, and number is P&C ok if people ask from you please don't give or else i won't forgive you. It's time to clear my contact list, now current got 200++ contacts in my list, and some is i forget who are they lols -.- and people who work with me and my friend and some unknown people. Tmr will be having SS haizz :( 11.30 to 12.30 sianzzz ok byebye my leg is aching waa :( ok byebye peeps lalala