Knowing that i will not be posting tomorrow, i will post this today and bring forward the time to tomorrow okay? Cause i will be out tomorrow until late night and i think no one bothers too. I really miss my smile okay. But i assume that i won't be smile that much again. And HXD i will cheer up one okay. Plus i know the truth anyway, so i have made the choice of what to do. Please don't mind if i say this, i know everything okay, just that i don't dare to admit, i am running away from everything. Like i told xiao zhu, i really **** *** ** yar xiao zhu you should know wad i mean and obviously it is not any bad words. I told xiao zhu i really very **** *** ** but just that i will choose not to show it out. Secretly doing it will be enough for me. If *** ** was happy, it's good enough for me ok. I don't like to ave any secret so i normally will say everything out or confess to the person. Obviously i did it too this time, but it will be nothing back. Xiao zhu thanks for talking to me so much just now. And i meant it this time, be quitting in the thing ok. Officially i think it will be the best way to do it. I rather i'm the one who suffer than all right? I really do not know what to do but i know now. Like the answer i told xiao zhu, i will just do wad i said. Have an feeling to write out a song but i know it's crappy but i think it is a nice song anyway. maybe i will ask xiao zhu sing it for me bah.

Title: I Believe. Lyrics written by kelvin

You asked if i'm fine, but can't you see i'm hurt.
The pain i'm suffering, no one would understand.
The time has come, that i has to choose.
The decision i had made will lead me to my future.
What has past, just let it go.
We can't stop, we can't catch and we can't hold on the it.

I believe in this world, i'll meet the one for me.
I believe in this world, i could see the one for me.
But i just hope that the one for me will never go.
Hold on tight, and never let go
I just want to love you, and i believe i do~
I won't hide and i won't escape.
I will just secretly protecting you....~~

The time we met, the joy we shared, i will never forget.
You are the one, that i really hope to have.
And i would say, that i love you, like what my mum had said too.
Now let hold on the future, and let the past to go away
I love to, i seek to, hold on to you~

I believe in this world, i'll meet the one for me.
I believe in this world, i could see the one for me.
But i just hope that the one for me will never go.
Hug on to me, and never let go.
You are like the rose, beautiful and sweet.
but you had just hurt me with your spike.
I'm hurt now, no where to go and sitting in the corner.

I believe in this world, i'll meet the one for me.
I believe in this world, i could see the one for me.
But i just hope that the one for me will never go.
Hold on tight, and never let go
I just want to love you, and i believe i do~
I won't hide and i won't escape.
I will just secretly protecting you....~~
-The End-

This song is saying about this guy believe that there's is someone right for him in this world, and he believe in meeting her but when he meet her, he was sad, when he lost her. He remember everything of hers'. But just wan to hold her tight and never let it go and just want to say I love you again. But he won't really hide or anything, he will secretly protect te girl and make sure she's happy but never let her know that he is the one doing it. idk why i have the feelign to write the song bah. But i really appreciate your comment about the song, Is is too lengthy or my grammer or spell all sorts of comment. I don't mind you say the song sucks or anything but i know it's from the deepest of my feeling and i am writing it out te way i am feeling it ok. so peeps comment on it ok especially yap wen bin, i first time wrote english song ok. Last time i wrote 3 chinese song if you guys still remember i bet jun huat will remember bah :) ok my attempt in the english ok took me about 15-30 mins to think of the beating, then slowly come out with the lyrics and everystuff like this, i think this song will be nice if play with guitar bah ok byebye all. Tmr i bet will be a fun day bah. But i don't really have the mood to be happy le.

Edited: 4.12pm 2nd June
Ok back from school and have a little bit of time to post a short one. Overslept today. mummy forget to wake me up and my alarm set wrongly even though yikii and silly girl smsed me but i still did not wake up in the end lols -.- but i woke up by my own at 7.30 which is OMG! so late le then i quickly bath nvr have breakfast, then go school. My eye is swollen cause sleep at 3++ yesterday so wore a spect and i hate it cause look so ugly :( even though already ugly le :( but nvm. Have A math 2 hour Math 2 hours chem 2 hours and phy 1 hour then until 3.30 haizzz then going out soon busy day tiring also but nvm have fun can le. then now going off le ok byebye all :)

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