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2011-02-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

Thanks dear for your cookies :)

It's valentine again :) first time celebrated with my girlfriend hahaha although i still think it's just a normal day. Anyway kinda suck cause waited for her for 30 mins at bb but it's okay that she's didn't come cause didn't really tell her.. HAAHAH Love her cookies nice although it's soft already no longer crunchy. Thanks girl. :) bought her a donald duck music box, hope you like it:D HAHA so late already i'm sleepy now.... geography is killing me ): bye!

2011-02-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

New year New start :)
Just realize i did not update my blog for going 1 year???? Oh my gosh this really suck. But it's okay, studies is fine, i need more time to do my homework.. maybe i need to rearrange my time table to have a better time management. I just to give new updates to what i'm doing now and errr lets hope i would continue to giving you all updates that happen to me? Although i know, my blog is rusty and have no readers.... HAHAHA but it's okay. Just to entertain myself and a record for my life? New year New start, first, i just started learning guitar, although we are learning at a really damn slow pace, but i think for the person benefits i shall tolerate until when they really understand how to play guitar. Secondly, I just quit band as i have no interest in playing it, even though i like the people i know there but i'm stress when i'm in band. I don't even feel stress in studies, that's how bad i'm in band if you all realized. Thirdly, My brother weedy ngiam withdraw from school, Sad but if it will benefit her then it's alright. She's going to Temasek poly gerontological course. So wish her all the best. She's damn good okay, consider a best first of my in MI as she can tolerate me everyday..... Best man! Love you brother. Fourthly, It's been 2 months since me and zubaidah have been together, although we don't talk much but i just really like her. I dare to say this cause no one will read my blog except some blog hopper. But just hope we will last? :) hahha Lastly, my granny health isn't that well recently so just hope she will be better okay? God bless god bless! :) SO Bye peeps!

2010-07-19T00:52:00.004+08:00

Movie Marathon!!!!

Okay today i watch 2 movies in a row! From 3 to 7! It's kinda cool to do it once in a while cause it's money consuming! Woke up at around 11? and eat breakfast , bathe, style hair and went to meet hannah for movie. As i predicted she will be late but it's okay cause i know she had tuition before we met. So we met at orchard and walk around. She don't trust me that i know where's the exit and kept on doubting on me ):. She's kinda like a direction idiot cause i purposely walk over cineleisure and asked her where is it, then she realise. She's cute man! Okay then go in wanted to buy our tickets, we went to the basement and it's CLOSED! Damn it. and then we walk up to buy. We wanted to watch despicable me at 3 but it's sold out so we bought blood pledge at 3.15 and watch despicable me at 5. Nice timing right? i know haha :) then When we buy the auntie asked if we wanted the couple seats like so funny :D. After that we went to eat KFC and it's yummy okay! She's irritated before that cause i bring her around to see what to eat :) . After that we went in and watch the movie. Not bad i will give it 3/5, cause it's not that scary, just that the sound effect is loud. But hannah was scared, so have to warn her and blocked her for seeing the ghost. She's kinda cute and coward. :) but nvm. after that we rush to the toilet and go to the next movie venue.We reach and find our seats, Is like corner seats so only we 2 were there. When movie started, it's like so damn funny i'm like keep laughing and hannah too she's crazy!! Then it's not bad the movie very funny and touching!!! i will rate it 4/5. Hannah slept on my shoulder when it's reaching the end! HAHAHA don't want to wake her up cause she's like so peaceful when sleeping. But when ending she woke up, hahaha nice right :D. After movie, we went to eat. She really thinks that kelvin is a pig! Keep ask me buy something to eat ): . I'm ain't a pig! And we keep on walk around, and talk. When eating, She purposely lick my stick!!! ): dirty little girl!!! But never we ate and went walking again. then bought ice cream. Shared with her, OMG imagine the saliva OMG. After that we went home at around 8 plus. accompany her take the red line to khatib and i alight at CCK. Reached home around 9.35. Text her during the journey cause she's scared she will fall asleep. Anyway Today is kinda fun, Somehow i love today a lot! Okay nothing more BYEBYE PEEPS!

P/S: Hannah cried in both movies!!!! HAHAHAHA my cry baby

2010-07-18T03:48:00.002+08:00

When i finally see my love, god took it away.

Don't you guys think it's rather funny? God purposely give you this hope about getting something you awaited but took you away from you when you about to get it. I'm not blaming the god, but i don't like to be toy with. 4 easy alphabet L, O , V and E ain't as easy as i thought it will be. Trusting Love back? Maybe it's just a crap? When you think there's a forever love, you will find out something that it doesn't exist. I love you but yet it doesn't exist as loving you. I'm kinda down now, cause of something and promised me please don't ask. Just know that i never get dump, fall out of love or being rejected. I just thought of something. Tmr will be meeting my friend to watch movie, but i can't go sleep cause i'm kind sad ): hais. People did tell me before fight hard for love, but how much do they know about love? i think just enjoy love and don't expect it to be long will be more appropriate. Fall in too deep won't do you any good. I never expect to get back love, but i just can't accept the fact that no matter who i love, i won't get the person. Am i really that bad? My value is really that low? My looks is really that ugly? ): i'm just being more like a good brother too every girls bah i guess? Sigh okay nothing more to post byebye! 我爱的人，不是我的爱人!

2010-07-16T01:13:00.002+08:00

SNARE is part of my life now.

Been practicing my snare parts for like dunno how many days, confident is surely building up in me. Tired, stress and everything. Result isn't that good in school. Kinda scare that i won't score well, but nevertheless i will try my best in everything, Maybe after SIBF i would be able to concentrate more on my studies. No worries, kelvin timber is the best! HAHAHA anyway SIBF is coming, i'm not afraid of losing, i'm just afraid that i'm may just pull the whole band down, i'm a newbie who is in the main band, and so do the other percussion players except my senior. However i just don't wish for them to just simply give up, cause i believe if you try you will improve. I admit i'm not a good leader, cause this is different from me previous CCA, which is a uniform group, for that it's easier to lead them as i can give them punishment and scold the whole team and i'm the most senior there. And now i'm the section leader for the percussion, I'm new and i'm in year1. I just can't give myself any reason to scold, say or do anything to do, cause comparing of skills, i think i'm still lack of something which they have but i don't! Senior in my section, i'm afraid when i'm ordering they may have hard feelings like why must i listen and stuff like this. It's kinda hard to explain but just let me try my best okay! Anyway I'm really thankful to Mark and Hannah from Pei Cai Secondary School, they are our guest player, i'm really grateful to them. As they taught us how to play, cause consider in the band, they are our senior. With the experience of like 3 years/ 4 years? It's really enough. They are really fun people to be with, it's good to talk to them about stuff and enjoyable. Although they maybe quiet sometimes but they are good. HAHAHA. This is what i like, get to know more friends. If not it will be lonely, i'm so lonely, i am no body but all on my own! HAHA ><>< bye people and oh no! I scare i have fall for you): I hope i didn't cause i scare of losing you... ): BYEBYE!

2010-06-28T12:26:00.002+08:00

It's hip hop dance not some stupid dance pose okay!

Just feel like posting some crap on my blog since i have not been posting for quite a long period of time. I'm kinda tired but i got to study soon okay! I have not touch my books for like the whole holiday!!! i'm god damn dead now ): Since i post i shall write out my exam stuff for you all bah HAHAHA. Tomorrow can say it's my second paper cause i took GP already. Chinese i really don't know what to study so i will leave it! HAHAHAHA i doubt i will fail bah at least a C???? HAHAHA wednesday is math, I remember i once promised miss zhang i will get a A for the exam. I think OMG how could i said that ): regretted! I now thinking back maybe i'm not potential in math anymore. Damn it. Thursday is Chemistry and Geography, OMG my memorising subjects ): damn it HAHAHA. Friday my relax day accouting HAHAHAA nothing more to update BYEBYE PEOPLE!

2010-06-27T12:22:00.004+08:00

I'm bored now so i think i rather write something like this.

For my future wife
I may not know who are you, how you looked like and what's your characteristic for the time being. But i know if i marry you as my wife, i really love you as my only girl. I don't know whether i will be the best guy for you but i guess if you marry me, you choose me as your best guy. I don't know whether i'm a romantic boyfriend when we are together, i don't know what i will do to make you happy for the time being, but i hope you will be happy and was touched by what i done for you. I believe whatever i said to you was from the bottom of my heart. I don't lie to people i love so please believe in what i say. I may not have a good attitude, i believe your first impression of me is that i'm a very 'dao' guy which everybody said that to me. However i believe that you had realise that i'm not that 'dao' as you know. If not you wouldn't be together with me right? I hope i gave you a happy family, i share my love to you. If we did, i think we would have gone a lot of different country to play and have good memory over there, cause that's my dream going overseas with my wife. Visit different places and have a taste of their food and everything. I hope i have been a good husband to you. I may not be as good as you think but i will try to do everything you wish. I don't know if you will be able to find this post/ even have to chance to read this post, but this post is what i will said and what i will do. I promised you all this once i will not break it. Promised is a promised nothing can break it. I hope we will last forever, with our happy family.
~Your husband,
KelvinTimber.
P/S: I love you as my beloved wife :)

2010-06-06T22:02:00.002+08:00

Ai yo you sick again, must take care okay KING KONG! :)

Nowadays, the weather is damn weird okay! So hot and cold? People are getting sick too. And i have nose bleeding for like few days ago and okay at least it had stopped for the time being. Hahaha. Today is a boring day, basically i did nothing, super bored! Texting with people, maybe going K box with hui juan they all next week :D Nothing more to post BYEBYE! Oh ya, SP say good night to me at her blog that time :$ so i will need to repay her i think? Although she didn't STALK me in my blog but still got to say Good Night SP! :$ HAHA

2010-06-04T18:44:00.003+08:00

I don't wish to continue walking, I'm tired already...

Things happened for an reason, when you tell me something that i would believe in i will believe but if i doubt upon what you are saying i won't believe in what you say. You said to me you willing to try how does that going to help, I don't like un-confirm stuff, friends from my secondary school know about that unless we have no choice. In fact it's my laziness causes this, i don't think to think of how to solve the problem when things happened. I rather have no problem when it happened or i don't even make it happen. I wish for a stable things. I don't like things that is stable, how you going make me believe in you when i know all those things? Complicated, hard and confusing! If i accept how long will it last, and if i reject you gonna be like this. I have no idea for a perfect reply for that. You all may thing i'm selfish, but for my own happiness. I'm just a guy who want to get a normal life, i don't wish my relationship will be one that will become so complicated and stuff. I want to escape from the truth, i'm acting cowardly for that, but how else can i do? I can't do anything. Even if i rejected you i feel guilty for it. From the past i'm scare of this feeling that's why i don't reject, but now i rejected, this is not what i intended it to be. Heart dead when you are like this. Relationship is so complicated, if i can i will want to be alone, not playing not thinking, be as carefree as possible. Age grows, matter of stuff grows. It's doesn't just for me anymore but for all. Saw this on someone shirt, "Don't cry when it's over. Be happy when it happened." But i have a question, if it haven't even started and people are crying how can they make sure they will be happy when it happened? Confusing by all this. Sigh okay nothing more to update i just want to die! -.- bye

2010-05-07T20:35:00.002+08:00

如果没有你,我还是一样吗？

Bored bored man! Had band training today, learn my drum set stuff getting okay with what i have now i think. But i doubt i can do it. Tomorrow will be institute day! I will be performing together with the band. OMG! I first time perform for the school, You want me to shout command or march still now want me play the instrument idk if i can do it or not man ):. Anyway i cut my hair. Damn nice i like how it is now although it seems like it never change :) Chinese is kinda boring nothing to do man! Go through paper and nothing else. Math i still figuring how to use my calculator! :) HAHAHHAA sure die gonna ask me brother man! Anyway i'm damn tired D: byebye people i gtg BYE!

你是我的唯一，没有你那我欧算什么.

2010-05-04T23:23:00.002+08:00

My Wish.

Okay try to blog again. Went back school today. Damn sucky! Hate todays PE too tough for me -.- LBP please leave me alone! I don't like you at all! Anyway chem make me have a hard time finding all the papers man! -.- Damn it! POA is as slack as usual. Geo is as boring as ever. Nothing more to write you know? but nvm see the picture i post. My dream art! I wish i could draw like it man. It's call "Illusion Art" OMG! damn nice! I never thought that it's possible to draw in kinda like 3D! This look damn real okay! I love this kind of drawing. I will draw something like this some day!!!!! Okay people i have nothing more to update byebye :D

2010-05-03T12:32:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time...

Back for some posting cause i'm tired of doing my homework and i lazy to do other stuff and no one to talk to so i'll be posting. I remembered what i used to say in the past, "Once a dancer, always a dancer". Now i think of it, it's not that true anymore. I'm no longer dancing anymore. I doubting of doing the hand flip again. Okay nothing to write man. Let me think. Still cannot sing and talk too much cause not good for my throat! Hot weather is killing me. Tmr maybe get back my geography test which i will fail -.- Seems like its going to rain soon good good :D Wish i'm gone byebye!

2010-05-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

No longer the same.

Don't break the chain which i had joined to you. I don't wish for anything just a chance of being with you. None know the feeling that i had but it's pointless to tell. I maybe a liar but i won't play. The word that came out from my mouth maybe fake but my feeling won't. HAHAHA just joking to all of you. Recently people say i'm emo?? Let me say who are they. AHEM! They are Sau kuen! Karin hao xiong di and Crystal tilini :D HAHAHHAHA Crazy man! I don't emo one okay! i may get emotional something but i'm fine. Don't worry as for xiao zhu thanks for texting me. My best brother man! Basically i did nothing this weekend. Watch Ip man 2 with family nice show got to watch it okay. Gotta buy new shoes and shirt already. Wear too many times the same shirt. Time for a new hairstyle too. Hair designer got to crack their head again man before my hair grow long back. School is always sucks for me. I wanna know how to solve a lot of questions. I'm feeling worst now. my throat not at good condition. need to rest my voice for now. Cannot sing and talk too much. So text and type more now. :) idk what to update already BYEBYE!

2010-04-27T13:26:00.003+08:00

There's nothing you can do when it's gone...

Been sick for this few days, have 2 days medical certificate so i did not went for school. Stay at home to do nothing. Have a lot of thought, studying, rest, eating and bathing... Sufficient rest i had make me weak. Feeling hot and cold, sound like the song. My mother bought me fish porridge ♥ hahahaha. Thanks Evelyn for coming down to my house for giving me my chemistry paper. Thanks you ♥. I don't know what to update. Will be having geography test on Thursday and i haven't start studying about it. Die man!!!!. Okay nothing more to write BYEBYE!

2010-04-11T00:34:00.006+08:00

Recently, i been looking through my photo album. I realize how much time we used to spend with each other, how much joy we had, how many troubles we get into and how many troubles we created. Times pass, we all grown up. We walked and lived a different path now, we are now no longer studying together. Some may end up in the same school but different class or course. However, I BELIEVE we all still stand as one. A friendship that long is not meant to be broken. Although people say, friendship is like a long train journey. People do drop down from the train and some maybe board on it and there's hardly someone who can stay for the whole time. I realize that maintaining something isn't that easy. Maintaining friendship and relationship is something that not everyone are capable of doing. Looking at the pictures from the past till now. I realize that there are always changes in the face i see from the picture, some people were gone and new faces were seen. Some do stay where they are but some don't. Remember when is the last time we studied together, played together, eat together, laugh together, create trouble together and importantly stay together. Maybe it's time to change or maybe it's a sign that we are separating apart? Remember the time we use to keep on going to fico for soccer? Remember the time we use to BBQ and chalet? Remember the time we went to Sentosa for volleyball. Remember we celebrate everyone birthday? It's all past tense, or it's still present? We do argue but we never hate each other. We make not like what others do but we use one word to settle "RESPECT". Mature thinking and we will know what it mean to respect one another. We do joke and say each other but we know it's meant for our own benefits. Maybe god wanted us to be self reliance on what we do? I bet we can do well in that then. Okay nothing more to write byebye enjoy my picture of what happens last time? HAHAHA BYE!
The joy, tears, laughter, sadness and happiness we shared will never be gone :D

2010-04-04T13:49:00.003+08:00

EPIC FAIL????Okay it's been awhile since i blog i guess? I think i should start be saying the weather nowadays. I really don't understand the weather now man. God damn hot few days ago and now is god damn cold... Maybe some volcano just have great eruption man! hahaha as it decrease Earth temperature. Gotta do my homework Chinese is my main problem man D: hais okay byebye people

2010-03-27T17:07:00.002+08:00

Time now is never for me!

Okay about 1 week didn't update my blog so i think it's time to blog? Whole week study study study do work do work do work. HAHAHA Get back math paper hahaha bad result D: Chem bad result D: Haissss gotta study harder yea? today went for CIP tiring but nice! Damn irritated when the people slam the door when see me -.- anyway fun to be with them. Band is like okay i'm not going the tmr concert, opportunities to see performance but nvm i will know how to play anyway. Band will be having hong kong trip during end year idk if they are lying i hope they are not man. Okay nothing more to write byebye Monday no school who want go out!

2010-03-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

I'm glad that i didn't go for the chalet.

I'm glad that i didn't go for the chalet really, cause i believe when i go they won't have so much fun and see people who they have long time didn't so i think it's good bah. After being in MI i felt that my present is not necessary anymore. We have a different path of where we are going. I'm now in Band percussion if some of you don't know. Don't be shocked cause people asked me join then i enter the CCA. Holiday is ending in 1 day time, and holiday reflection is my holiday is not a holiday. Like come on what sort of holiday is it when i would need to go back school for lesson and training. From monday to friday without fail everyday have to go back. Anyway Thursday and Friday band camp was fun although we didn't have the chance to overnight but it's fun. I was in the purple team and i wore my willow house T-shirt and purple socks damn nice hahaa but we rename it to team Edward. Nice one right. Have a lot of fun. Today basically only do homework and buy my hamster stuff and everything lor. nothing more to update already byebye!

2010-03-17T18:21:00.004+08:00

This is no longer me D:

Today is a bad hair day cum bad test day cum bad bad day! Woke up quite a number of times today, so i didn't manage to get to sleep much. Decided to get up around 9 plus and go online to check my stuff. Do math homework and it's like shit. Went to school, talk do work then go lecture using of calculator is easy i think. Math test is easy until the end which i can't figure out how to do the question i should have thought of it in the first place D: damn it! I calculated 21/25 bad result D: hais sigh went JP did nothing and walk around like an idiot then went home now online writing post. I'm damn sad today D; someone help me please D: BYEBYE Anyway i saw pamela Daughter today she finally grow up liao lar HAHAHAHA

2010-03-15T19:10:00.001+08:00

I should Stop!

Don't miss understand i doesn't mean i stop smoking or anything and i smoking is another matter lar. I think i should give up already really too hard for me to continue, act like complete stranger will be better i think. I will try not to text, msn, and everything just to forget the past. So everything. Appoint smoking hmmm hahaha you all should know bah. Right my fellow friend you all do know i smoke somethings when i'm sad don't say you dunno cause i'm not that good. Bad guy wanna be! So don't worry about it cause i don't do it most of the time. I'm back from Sj camp and everything so as a result i'm sick again! But i still went to school for lesson D: Sick and hardworking? I wish i could recover soon god bless me BYEBYE people!

2010-03-10T17:14:00.003+08:00

Sick= No School = Missed Lesson = RETAIN!!!

Okay i'm Sicked cause of many many many reasons. But i didn't waste my time doing nothing at home i studied my own and have sufficient rest. I dare to dream that why i work hard, I maybe lazy but that's all past i'm not now. Realizing that there's someone better than my out there. I don't just wish to be the best in MI but the whole Singapore. So God please help me but not making me sick anymore. Mummy and daddy are so scare that they want bring me to go visit my uncle house to ask god to check my body -.- but too bad i will having camp. Blood pressure taken yesterday, checking of my lungs, eyeball, throat and everything. 2 day MC luckily tomorrow we will not be having lesson cause we will be having class bonding activity which i think is a useless things anyway. Missed band lesson again. Sorry guys i know the competition is near but no choice i'm sick so i will work hard to practice too. Okay nothing more to write anymore byebye! And yes! Xiao gui won the new artist award! And i bet joanne peh is gonna win the local best female actress :D

2010-03-07T19:16:00.002+08:00

My First achievement in MI

Although i am not physically ready for sports but i emerge the first in position for long jump with the record of 5.22m i can do much more better if i try hard and i'm ready to bet the record of 6m next year man! Anyway it's not anything good also, what i want is academic result and score well in that. My korkor yesterday took his A level result and he pass. Quite good lar, i will win him anyway opps :X HAHAHA And home seems to be quieter without him i guess my house will be even more silent when i going for NS. Although i'm now in MI i'm not pacing myself as a MI student, people come on just study and i don't believe we will fail. My dear classmate who are interested find me okay then we study altogether :) BYEBYE everybody!

2010-03-03T21:07:00.003+08:00

I cannot imagine time without you.

Remember this tag! My first time winning in MI. Okay i get top for long jump today, winning the seniors and my batch de people. My distance isn't a good one anyway, i can do better if i have more time to practice my jump. School sucks anyway, i feel like entering a wrong school cause it's so slow the progression like i say previously, hated it. Math is Okay, Chem is bad cause of the teacher teaching style sucks a hard time, Account is nothing new learnt, Geo is OMG what are they saying about, Chinese is like wow my Chinese got worst than before D:, GP is manageable. That's what i gonna say boring life.

Things to add on, People i'm single! S-I-N-G-L-E! Irritated by people who keep walking up to me saying who's my stead and shit. Come on, does my face seems like i have a girlfriend? Girls who ask for my number please stop asking me this question okay, P&C anyway. And i won't give you my number if i have girlfriend okay, it's common sense. Super bored man. Okay byebye everyone. with hearts and love:D

oh ya i bought new cage for my hamster muahahaha :D

2010-02-18T19:37:00.002+08:00

Why do some people achieve so much more than others?

I have to say that Millennia Institute schedule of lesson sucks and the class they arranged sucks too. Not as in the classmate is irritating or unfriendly. It's just that i'm the only one taking geography in the class 10S6. So if there is a change of venue or anything i won't be informed unless the teacher tell me personally. So what get me so provoked was that, the timetable stated the venue and time where i will be having my geography lessons and there were 2 venue stated so i went find #01-12 okay empty so i thought hmmmm maybe at the IT resource room so i went and found out both room were empty. I went up and down the school, went to staff room and call if any geography teachers are there and none were there even my home tutor. So i give myself an early break. My home tutor is so gonna get it from me tomorrow.

After school went to find kha eng at the canteen and sorry for being late, cause of the chemistry everything delayed. I am really pleased when i saw kha eng teaching adelind literature, i don't know why but really i'm happy to see it. At least i could see that she is putting effort in studying. Then went to general office to hand in some forms, unfortunately i was being question by the people there and requested to go Volleyball and be the school First Aider. After that i went Jurong point and Elaine threaten me say no band no talk man D: so will depends on my CCA okay.

Tomorrow people will be coming my house for overnight. Having mahjong, wii , night walk, movie marathon session. So hope we will have fun tomorrow. Bye have to iron and sleep already byebye my dear reader.

2010-02-13T19:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Eve!

Today gotta be a busy day for me in fact, since morning i'm working like a cow, woke up eat breakfast, mop the floor and stuff. Then help cook, bathe and go down to ah ma house. Set up the table, and stuff put food and starting praying lor. The procedures and stuff. Watch TV, then go burn the gold bar and all this. OMG! then went back eat lunch then i orh orh opps :X then went back home, wash my hamster cage and everything packed my room. Okay nothing more for today byebye!

2 is better than 1. The best locksmith could not open the lock in your heart, but i hope i can.

2010-02-13T00:43:00.003+08:00

I'm trapped in the same place again!

First day of MI, holy mama man! A totally different environment, with all the stranger except for some people i know. Comment about the school is that, it's too messy i mean as in there's no order of for the people. In short, a lack of discipline. Although i am not a person who have great discipline but i think this school the people have really big mouth man and they seems to be like talk talk talk talk non stop man! During lecture i can hear people talking, instead of mumbling!

The school have a weird function too. GO at basement, first time is out lecture room and MPH and center stage. Thanks kha eng for bringing me around the school. Understand everything and definitely i will put in 100% of effort to study in MI. So really giving a warning to all MI student, if you all are not going to study hard, i will be overtaking you all haha just kidding ><. I not that good anyway, there's more talents inside MI that we couldn't see man!

Today is my fourth day in MI, get to know more and more people everyday. Thanks Jovina, Michelle, gladwin, and another one i forget the name opps :x thanks for asking me to join your for the science lecture okay if not i will be lost in no where. And the 2 malay girls i forget your name but we have a good talk in the morning don't we? HAHAHA high 5-ing for dunno what reason hahahaha

What i took is Science course. My H2 subjects are, Principle of Accounting, Mathematics and Chemistry. H1 subjects are, Project Work, Chinese, General Paper and Geography. For people who dunno what does H1 and H2 means, i will explain briefly here cause even my own self i don't really know how to explain. In Short H2 subject learn more chapters than H1 subject. Like in secondary school, the different in pure and combine subjects. For example Geography, H2 student will need to study 6 major chapters whereas H1 student only need to study 4. So that's the point of H1 and H2.

Okay nothing more to update byebye!

2010-02-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

Finally today is the first year for me!

Maybe you have already forgotten but i will never forget. Today is the first year. Remember last year 11 feb was the day i set and i did not changed. My feeling is always the same. You may not accept but i will be waiting. Like the picture had say, Love cannot measured by how long you wait but how well you understand what you waiting for. I may not be as good as you, but i will try to reach out for you. I may not be good looking, but i have a good heart. I maybe trying to act bad cause i want you to know that i need people to care. I may seems to ignore you but it hurts when i does it. I can't promised when i will stop waiting, but i can say that i'm still waiting.

I'm not doing anything cause i don't wan you to think that i'm irritating. I don't wan to see you cause i'm shy when i look at you. My heart beat faster whenever i received your message. I think about you before i sleep every night. I may not be the best guy in the world, or the one who love you most. But i really do care about you. I maybe a flirter to others, but I'm not. I pretend not to care, but i'm remember everything.

HAHAHA people nothing more to write already if you don't like this post please don't read it. Just my thought and type it out byebye!

2010-02-08T16:03:00.002+08:00

I just need a better place to study...

Okay people although now is 4pm i still may have chances that MI would call me. But i giving up the hope of getting that phone call. If they want to call, they long ago should have called me up. So let's just admit the fact that i am going to Singapore poly. Damn it! Basically i woke up and wait for MI to call the whole day, if not i would have went out. Feeling depress and other god damn things. And you don't text me that kind of message please i already told you everything. Do i have to make things so clear to you??? I ain't like before, really please. If you wan find me to chat go ahead i don't mind, but i hate it when you say the whatever stuff. Forget it!

If i fail to go MI, tomorrow i maybe cutting and dying my hair colour i think. So MI please call up although i know you won't. Who will want a bad student to go in their school? D: okay nothing more to write byebye

2010-02-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'm really touched even though you don't know i am!

Went out yesterday night with daddy and mummy to uncle house lar to do some stuff and to clarify i'm a free thinker okay. Friends should know what i did there. HAHAHA but the truth is that i'm a free thinker okay. No to any religious, i only believe in myself really and that's the source of my confident. So really, going there do things doesn't mean i belong to it. In fact, i trust all religious, I believe all religious have their own meaning, and that's why people believe in it.

Went out to town with family except korkor yesterday. Went to buy my sister clothing, like what the ****, from town to causeway point to boonlay to 500plus then blah blah blah. Wa liao for a children shirt need to be like this??? Just be like me mah anyhow wear can already. The when time getting closer to 12 mid my pulse is getting faster and faster! MI please let me go in please!!!! okay people byebye nothing more to update :)

2010-02-06T13:11:00.004+08:00

Can i just hold on and never let go?
Have a early post today cause i'm not going out today i guess? Maybe going out tomorrow with mummy to town and stuff to buy shirt and other things. So Just to say what i did for today. Woke up at 11 cause air-con too strong then was kinda cold cause i'm half naked without knowing why i'm half naked.... hmmm then wash hamster cage and stuff change their water and food. I going to buy snacks and new toys for them soon i guess as their Chinese New Year present. Mummy say i pamper them too much later their keep stick to me then when they die i sure super sad. HAHAHAHAHAHA but i guess it should be fine for me???

Thanks everyone who wish me good luck and give me the confident that i can enter MI. Many Many of you. Yikiong, wenbin,saukuen,hooilan,linghui,irina,andrea,khaeng,adelind,junzhi,ken,priscilla and more and more! really appreciate your good luck and encouragement! And don't worry if i fail to enter i will go to hotel management since jian ping is at there i will not feel so lonely i guess? HAHAHAA But must say a super big thank you too all of you.

I feel like going for photo shooting? Don't know why but just feel like to go for one. Urge to be a model for no reason, although i know i don't have the looks or potential but i really wish to give it a try man! So people who can introduce me to get in please tell me and i will really wish to go for a try.

Okay nothing more to write already. Will update again if i go out and take pictures hahaha. Okay people byebye!

Updated 7.22pm, Maybe i should try?

Someone enlighten me today. The person say why must i be so stubborn? Stick to the person for so long and don't wish anything back in return. She say that why i will tell other people don't give up the whole forest for a tree and such stuff and yet i cannot. This really make sense to me, why i can tell other people such things and yet i can't do it? Not settle a good example for people. She say if other people like you and that mean they no chance, then what's the different from you and her? she is waiting for you and you are waiting for other girl. You should be able to know she feel right. True, i really agree this but i just cannot bring myself to do such things lar. Pessimistic stuff. God what will you do if you were me? Enlighten me please god....

2010-02-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

I don't care i just want!My Little hamster get use to the surrounding already, they will run to me when i let them go on the floor. So quite happy that they are obedient and likes me lar. I call both of them ah girl with knowing who is who. I wish they could speak and call me daddy HAHAHAHA like my child!

Okay appealing result is our today and my is unsuccessful, so i called Millennia Institute(MI) and ask if i could appeal and get into it. Delightfully they say i'm welcome to MI for appeal today with my Form A and result slip. *Thanks God*. Unfortunately the vice principle is not in school today so i can only write in my appeal form and print out my everything and give them and wait till monday see if they called me up. If not, i just have to accept the fact that i am going to singapore poly as hotel management course guy. It's not that i don't like the course is just that i think hotel management does not help me in the future. I don't wish to be stuck in hotel forever as in FOREVER! Lifeless and no$$ that's why. So decided to look up for MI as there is more subjects for me to choose, and taking A level allows me to go U easier! So yeah! *God please give me a chance, although i know i should keep begging you but i really hope you would help me, Thanks my lord* So people please pray that i get into MI okay?

After my visit of MI went to JP. Chester wanted to change his ATM card cause it broken. So go bank and went shopping bought my ring, earring, shirt and pants hahahaha nice i think? Saw hooi lan and her dunno what name de friend HAHAHAH. Saw wei han too. Went to freshbox to find ling hui and then meet yikiong mother then go home. HAHAHA

Ok Byebye my reader i going off already.

Love it when you see me

2010-02-04T18:20:00.003+08:00

Once i say something i really meant it!
Kelvin back to post again. First to post is that i FINALLY BOUGHT MY HAMSTER! YEAH! Miss Runny and lady boss is now my family member. Wanted to buy both males but they don't have so bought 2 females. Okay as you can see from their name hyperactive is Miss Runny and lazy one is Lady Boss. I not yet figure out how i know who is who cause they look alike but i just know that how is miss runny and who is lady boss. Lady boss will bite so be careful must sayang sayang first. Call her boss cause she bite but she is a timid girl must treat her good good de. Miss runny hyperactive and will play with me of course. She is rather a good hamster as she willing to stay at my hand and tickle me good good. Spent around $80 to buy cage and hamster and everything. So worth it lar. Their breed is sapphire, not so called a good breed but as long as they are cute right? :)

Secondly i'm finish help my brother design his new year cloth, super fast and cleared it already. Random cloths for him but with standard okay. Yet to buy him a belt and a shoe. So maybe on Saturday i will be buying my cloth and his things together bah.

Thirdly, i'm utterly irritated by someone now. Every time talk to me and make me feel guilty. can you please stop torturing me D: hate it when you suddenly talk to me. I rather you tell me others things like how are you, or how's your day? and not, kelvin you changed, you won't like this last time, or can you be your old self? OMG! it's like i am still me so i don't change and what you mean my old self? Did i went through cosmetic or what? You know who you are. I bet you know although you dunno my blog but i'm just saying.

Lastly, I gathering information for chalet, so people know cheap and nice double storey chalet people tell me okay? Kelvin needs you people help. Know where to book nice de please call, text, msn, tag, or comment at my facebook okay? Love you people a lot a lot!

More pictures of my Miss runny and Lady Boss!

OKAY byebye people!

2010-02-03T16:47:00.002+08:00

I may not be the one you love, but i still love you.

Don't mind the picture kinda sucks cause my cap is like slanted to one side. Like i said, today is our fishing session but cancel so stay at home for the whole day. RWS ask me go to work but i rejected. Hotel work no longer suits me. So god please let me go other courses! Going to dye my hair soon which mummy, as she say her white hair is coming out so need dye and for me is my black hair is coming out so need dye other colour HHAHAHA.

Woke up at 11 i know it's kinda late but it's better to have more rest don't you think? Sleep more better for my face man. Chinese new year's coming so please no more pimples for me Please! Begging the god man!

Tomorrow will be buying my hamster, so Welcome my hamster okay. He/she will be called as kickmyass i think? I think it will be very happy with me bah. Love it when hamster is looking at you innocently. But you dunno what he's thinking. With the cute face, he maybe thinking who the fuck is this guy i 'm so gonna kill him man!HAHAHAHHAH. So i will be going down Lot 1 to choose my hamster. So people who love hamster please teach me how to take care of one. Because i still have more things to learn. Every week clean the cage, daily changing of food and water. Give hamster bathe everyday??? HAHAHAHA so excited to have a new member in my family. He's so gonna b my buddy HAHAHA cry to him, talk to him, happy with him nice nice. Maybe when i get more use to hamster i will breed hamster bah HAHAHAHA it will be so nice to see baby hamster :) but hamster don't live long, at most 3 years. So please stay with me for a longer time please HAHAHAHA

我想你却又想忘记你，谁能告诉我这么做?

2010-02-02T00:27:00.000+08:00

I wish you know how i feel about you....

Kelvin's back for more post. Tomorrow fishing cancel due to unsure planning so cancel. So very sorry to people that i ask to go for the fishing and picnic session okay. Maybe next time. Anyway i planned a series of things to do already, if the plan works and people cooperates i think there won't be a problems for us to have a fun day. New year, fishing and of course chalet. Say about the chalet i would like people who read my blog and interested to go for the chalet tag me and write what type of chalet you all would want? Room or double story? Cause if wan we have to book now already i scare march will be difficult to book.

I'm currently finding job is another thing. People who have job that can intro me please contact me or tag my blog. My tagboard is just at the left corner so please help me out. I can be anything except waiter in hotel! HAHAHAHAHA! I don't mind being a underwear model, or maid cleaning your house. As long as the pay is good i will try so people help me out and i will be very grateful to you.

Chinese New Year in about 11 more days? So people i got to say this 恭喜发财!!! HAHAHA have to practice this again and again to get myself get use to saying this to my uncle, aunties and my ah ma! HAAHAHAHAHA. My clothing is not yet settle although i bought come but 2 more sets to go. So will be going with my brother to buy 1 more set. Which kind soul willing go out with me to be my fashion designer? HAHAHAHA if you are the one tag me too....

Oh ya say until tagging, I still considering to go back to my dance studio not confirm yet, cause like so long never dance and very embarrass to dance in front of people again. So i will be give it a serious thought if i want to go Oschool to learn or not. If i'm going to i mostly will be learning MTV groove. Nice dancing step. Different from what i learn last time so new things bah.

I now then realise i will look up and see your window whether it's open or not when i pass by your house. How silly can i be, expecting you to stand by the window???? Now i think i'm a fool to keep looking up will change and stopping looking up. Kelvin they need privacy okay!

Hamster is another thing. Did i say i want to buy a hamster? I don't think so right? So yea, i going to buy myself a hamster sooner or later but it's a must, so it's so cute and i definitely will de a responsible owner of course. Cause i simply love animals. My blog follower will know that i don't like people who mistreat animals so of course i won't mistreat them :) i will treat them with love man. What breed should i buy hmmmm...

I feel like forgetting but it's so hard to forget someone people help me. Okay nothing more to post BYEBYE! tag me people, My blog feel so EMPTY!

2010-02-01T16:03:00.002+08:00

I'm not the one?

Though everything was yet to be done,but there is something that is already done.

Today is the first of February, 13 more days to Chinese New Year and I have not buy my clothing and stuff. so maybe tomorrow mostly i will be going out to buy most of the stuff as my leg is seriously injure cause knock by the table when working and now is swollen and painful. I hope the swollen is not cause of the bone moving outward cause my swollen is hard, which maybe cause of the moving of bone. But never mind of that cause i think i can settle my ankle my own? HAHAHA

Yesterday have dinner with family and went to shop for clothing, did not buy any shirt and stuff but i did plan out what i'm going to buy. The shoe i going to buy is in my brain now the design and everything. so i think i should be able to buy it fast. Although i not a fashionable guy as everyone know, so i will need people to help me design out my shirt. Regardless of the pricing HAHAHAHAHA Like so rich ar me opps :X just kidding :) i'm a poor kid man. So yeah, i intending to quit my hotel, so no work for me already. Anyone have job for me??? I don't want work as hotel anymore. I want work as other things. I don't mind show my body HAHAHA Just kidding... Oh ya did i say Irina pass her modeling interview? HAHAHA so Good luck and all the best okay, Kelvin say you can do it mean you can.

Things to take note for some people, I am also intending to go back to my dance studio to learn dancing again, so people who are interested please tag me, my tagboard is just at the left side of your screen. So if you are interested tag me, and maybe we can go learn dancing together. Of course we have to pay to learn. Tag and i will try to tell you more about the dancing studio. So Peeps Hurry up!!!!

Fishing Session is also a must this week, anyone? Brandan??? but not overnight cause New Year is coming... So if anyone wish to go for fishing tag me also same thing my tagboard is other there. Book appointment if you wan go out with me. Ai seh i seems like so buys need book opps :X just kidding.

Oh lastly, my last post that i written is solved. So HAHAHA yea~ no worries. I'm still single and yar HAHAHA okay BYEBYE people. I wan to have more activities!!!

2010-01-31T12:44:00.003+08:00

When kelvin say he don't like means he really don't like D: (I think only some of you know what i meant).

I really hate it when i told you the truth, and you say never mind yet you keep sending me those messages. I don't know what you are thinking, but i hate it. I'm feeling guilty for it and what you messaging me is making me worst. You know i feel like a very bad man, i rejected you and yet you keep saying those things that make me unsure of how to reply you. What you expect me to do? Accept you? Maybe when i'm younger i will accept, but now i really won't. I regret on what i had done last time. Together with girls you don't like you won't feel happy at all. Frankly speaking, how well you know me? What i like, what i don't like? Do you know any of this? I bet you don't. hais. I rather we be friends. byebye.

Went out to Tan sri friend house, Mr tan. He is having a house warming. What i can say his house was super super big, 2 floor tall and 1 basement below so cool! skip everything, saw HSBC director and all the other people. Mr tan daughter is pretty anyway but too old for me she's 21 HAHAHA then work. I'm the youngest there and do most of the things lar. Casino's girl came help too, but more to a vase. HAHAHAHA I'm quitting this job already, cause i work for 18 hours that was like too amazing, and i injure my ankle now which have swollen QUITE a little bit. :) and my hand is full of cuts now that's why. okay nothing more to update byebye!

2010-01-28T15:03:00.002+08:00

My name is Karvin???? Haha my first day working in resort world, MICE operation sounds cool, but i waste my whole day Cleaning plates man???? I clean and wipe more than 500 buffet plates??? Like almost the whole day taking plates, washing plates and putting plates. Super cool isn't. My boss Max came into the office, and Shout GOOD MORNING *In America accent*. He look at me and say how are you old man? OMG i say sure i'm fine an how're you Max? *FYI, IDK he is the boss* HAHAHA Like so rude call him by name. Follow Albert, to slack and that's what he say don't stand around sit if you wan. After that go follow Micheal, Wipe the tables. Then bring me around then send me to Jovan, Yo muay thai friend :D he asked me what sport you play i say volleyball, then he say you should be quite fit, and i'm thinking obviously can't you see my muscle? HAHAHA opps :X then he say you know what i play last time? Muay thai, WTF??? he kinda small size man.

Then wipe wipe wipe make my Card then go home. Wa liao until 6 then nice lar relax work reach home, not feeling well man D: then sunburn make my body to be very hot! so took a leave for today sorry yikii.

To Pris tan, Don't sad okay? 8 years old baby you don't sad le, Kelvin is always here, there or everywhere for you. Call me if you need me and i will come down to help you remember :). 8 years of friendship is not for fake, My best pal, 陈嘉嘉. HAHAHAHA Nice name :D

To Irina, just get to know her but just post about it, She gave me a first impression of hype, cheerful and daring. Which is good i think, At least can sense that she don't fake or what so ever? And she is going to visit the dentist, Nice one man. Good luck to you :D *See how good am i 3 sentences for you OPPS :X*

Okay that's all for today Bye peeps!

2010-01-21T12:25:00.003+08:00

I' sick and tired of it man! Okay, kelvin is going to post today as he is really very bored now and finding something to do to entertain himself. Lazy and tried to blog recently so i mostly read other's people blog nowadays. Then i saw a blog about guailankia, GLK. They are kinda cool? and kinda stupid too lar, cause their rules stated that don't promote this brotherhood to others and yet they set up this GLK blog? hahaha kinda funny. And oh ya i didn't write this on my blog, I changed my name to Alien instead of kelvin, But if you still wan to call me Kelvin it's fine no worries. I'm Alien/kelvin Ang now :D I think some people only know that. Going to work soon i mean not later on, is this saturday. At new world resort, the pay there is somehow more attractive than hotel's and so i go back to be a waiter again. It's kinda cool man and i give them my 6 pictures HAHAHAHAHA i took it on tuesday before the interview hahaha. Gotta earn a lot of money cause i promised jazreel to treat her watch movie and dinner if she work hard for O level, must give her exp one so earn more money Jia You ALIEN!!! hahaha and jia you hor jazreel :D okay tomorrow 5B is going to get united again cause we having a BBQ session at east coast park. Bubble i wan go find you lar! At ECP can go??? very near your house nia HAHAHAHA kidding. so i hope i will be able to stay a bit longer cause Friday night BBQ and Saturday morning 7.45 i have to reach habour front so it kinda rushed. i gotta wake up at around hmmm 5.30??? okay nothing more to write byebye, hope you all like my naked picture :D

2010-01-16T20:53:00.002+08:00

Someone asked me what is the 10 things that i wanted to do now. and i replied.

1) To be strong and tell someone the truth

2) To be able to make the people around happy

3) Study harder and get into university to pursue my doctor dream

4) Earn and save more money, to either spend on her or for my wedding.

5) Take a photo with Joanne peh

6) Keep on learn guitar until i'm really good that it ( Finger damn pain D: )

7) Train out more muscle and go for dragon boat in poly.

8) Cosmetic surgery to change my ugly face away!

9) Go for my driving lesson!

10) Love you more everyday.

Finish post in 5 mins rofl! byebye

2010-01-15T23:19:00.002+08:00

Okay people, once again i read something regrading the clique which i am already not in for quite awhile if you did not notice about that. So i read when you all write about the clique does it includes me? Cause i really announce long time ago that i am no in the clique anymore. Evident you all could ask wenbin/yikii which i really announced so about clique i don't really care what really happened to it. To people who write about the clique and i think you all do include me inside, i think that if you say we didn't help, how sure are you that we didn't help? If we had helped and you didn't notice is that our fault for not helping? I really doubt so. I think i warn some of you all from the start that you should start studying, and you also told me that you were studying at home and i trust what you say really. I offer to teach you people math and what's the result i get back? Mostly from yikiong, wenbin, jun zhi, ling hui, hooilan, bryan and kha eng not forgetting dassyali. They are the few that really come and approached me to teach them math. When they approached you can ask them i will throw aside my studies and start teaching them and give them a chance to teach others in order to learn, and for people who didn't come and approached me when i already said that i will give you all tuition no matter how busy i am and i didn't get answer from you all. Even Dassyali meet me outside at library weekdays,weekends to study math and i personally make him a full set formula sheet cause i know he is lack of the basic. So did you all even come and ask for my help? If you didn't you should even say that i didn't give you any help. Whereas for during release of result, I am not in a position to comfort anyone anyway. Cause my result were consider good to you all so i won't understand your feeling you know? Maybe if i say cheer up and stuff you guys will think chey act for show, or whatever shit i don't know. But if you wan know the truth, i didn't even comfort anyone on the day, except Ariana, cause she's crying alone crying i have to comfort her. I know some help feel sad and everything, but you should know how much effort you had put in. I don't know you all but i know Ariana had put in a lot of effort to stay in school with my yong chang and kamal until very late night before. I believe result don't come just with a click, but with the effort you had put in. Ask yourself this question have you put in more effort than the others? Plus Studying while doing other things like sms-ing, talking, playing and other bullshit is useless. You are just wasting your time. And i believe some of you thinking that we have different learning style but frankly it's just bullshit to say something like that. Cause i agree with people learn differently of course but multi tasking won't help really it won't help you. I can see the effort you people can put in to study, for some i don't. I do anything for the so called clique which i in last time, i don't even expect a thank you or even a word thanks. Try to recall, have you even say thanks/thank you to people who plan for the even like soccer matches? Outing? birthday celebration? I really doubt so, Most of this outing or events is planned by either me,yikiong or wenbin and i means MOST! and can say ALL! And i don't even think that we received a thanks/thank you? What i received most is late comers and complaint complaints and more complaints. So do you think i should even say thank you? Think again with more logic tolerance have a limit in everything, i bet most of you have secret that i don't know. Even that past like wenbin and kha eng have a quarrel have to wait until 2-3 months later to know what happened? If you think you are left out what can i consider myself? I am complete no cared you know? That's why i choose to leave after doing so much. Joker huh me? I admit that i will be joking around, if not where will laughter coming from, we do the sake to make you all laugh and happy, You think we like to act like jokers? I doubt so, cause i don't really like. I rather be quiet and don't talk about anythings. So think about this, if you are left out or what. ok nothing to post byebye. rofl -.-

2010-01-14T13:00:00.003+08:00

Kelvin's back for more post ! And Jun Zhi Jokes always open up my 笑穴 man!!!!! Keep laughing like hell HAHAHAHA.

Okay Finalize my 12 choice of courses and submitted yesterday evening.Felt so relief after sending in the submission. Went to Singapore Poly and NgeeAnn Poly yesterday and what i can say is both Polytechnic are good in term of academic and most people already know about that. But NgeeAnn will be a better choice for me cause of the modern design of the building unlike Singapore poly which look a bit older and of course other minor reason which makes me likes NgeeAnn poly. I really hope i can get into my first choice Biotechnology cause it's my interest for that course. Learning of cells and everything. Perfumery and Cosmetic science is a great course if you think about it but it only allow 45 students to get in. So please let me get in man.

Okay regrading other stuff. If i say i don't like my results, and other stuff mean to me personally. I have a ideal result of what i would want to get, and now it didn't carry on so well so to me i received a bad result. So people who get result that is not as good as mine, please do not compare me with you all cause we are different. In school academic, i would say i did pretty well normally, and the result out is not as fantastic and compare to you people, you must accept the fact. I would just basically say if you are comparing you are just jealous of our grades that's it. I believe what you get will lead you to your better future or other ways. Don't feel odd out or what cause of your academic or what cause result isn't everything what means a lot is your character. After seeing something i really felt so disappointed for the person.

Okay nothing more to write already byebye. And by the way. Next Wednesday Kelvin is Fully booked by Priscilla Tan JiaJia so people who wan book appointment with me have to change to other dates okay? hahaha Thank you very much :D

2010-01-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

Just came back from chalet!

Pictures please refer to My Facebook picture album which i am uploading now. Ok let my post now bah.

Day 1.

Woke up at 7 plus cause i remember i have a nightmare bah then could not sleep so watch my sweet heart(海派甜心) then went to pack my stuff and everything. Oh gosh too many things to bring man Speaker, Charger and everything. Yikiong called and told me that he couldn't go for the chalet Damn it! is my first thought HAHA. The sau kuen and hooi lan came to my house. Play with wii, then daddy reach so we brought the materials down then daddy drive us to Down town east, Brandan and karin were already there, so we meet up with them and asked for checking in then wait for wenbin,jun zhi and jun huat lor. Then have lunch at mac lor. Wait at there until i go check in again, but need people 18 to help me fucked they were the one who told that i could book in with my name nia, Shouldn't believe them and ask daddy to stay. WTH! But nvm found a kind uncle who help me book in but need my handphone number and my IC no. WTH! rofl then nvm waited until 2.30 then check in go my room 1414(要死要死) nice huh? hahaha went to WWW play play play my first time go in man! crazy stuff. Play like an idiot man. then nvm time pass super quick. go back chalet bathe then go buy charcoal all this for BBQ then start BBQ-ing yikiong, chester, ken came late and play lor. Watch movie then sleep awhile go mac, then go red house. left me ken,yikiong wenbin, jun huat go for the red house but didn't went in rofl -.-

Day 2

Woke up at 9.30 i think hahaha Bathe then go rent bicycles, something hold us so didn't rent. walk around to see for activities to do. But in the end still go back to chalet. Eat at just alcia? idk the shop name. Then they gamble while i sleep lor. Then go rent bike again. Came back gamble again. Rofl i orh orh again. BBQ again eat eat talk about ghost story manages to scare people man hahaha i mean i say lar , go fetch linghui and kinda sucks cause i took 2 bike and a kinda bangala help me he ride on mine and i ride on ling hui's hahaha thank you sri lanka man :) then go back chalet BBQ and ride bike to changi village exciting man like no car i can play and ride around on the road. Super fun. Then go eat roti prata and see ah guas so cool man! kinda disgusted by the fly kiss man . Felt so molested by the fly kiss haha then went back to chalet around 4.30 or 5 plus i think slept at 6 or 7 plus.

Day 3

Woke up at 9 plus minus times divide. Return the bike and check out lor. PACK PACK PACK! take some things here, leave some things there. hahah then go home lor, dyed hair black already ok nothing more le byebye

2009-12-30T18:06:00.002+08:00

Okay see the sexy bitch up there??? UP There! hahahaha Her name is Priscilla tan jia jia! 陈嘉嘉. My eighties lar she. Okay this is how i know her. hmmmmm long long time ago about 8 years ago? when i was still a primary 4 kid, this skinny girl came in, and obviously same class as me. Remember that time she was alway with a girl call cheryl?? hahaha i can't really remember. But we been together since pri 4,5,6,sec 1,2,3,4,5. I think me and her are Friends that will never be separated by anything i think? Want know why. Cause primary school same class nothing much, then what surprise me is we entered the same school and the same class. then then same cca. then go to sec 3 same subject and same class again, then enter SL camp together, head of SJ together, Sec 1 orientation camp 2008 first aider together. During sec 1 still walk to school together go home together. My life almost everyday can see Priscilla tan jia jia man. But i love her. We have no secrets between each other, we will talk to each other. we share the same things lar hahaha her mama=my mama, my mama=her mama, her boyfriend=my boyfriend, and my girlfriend= her girlfriend. HAHA kidding. I miss her so much man! Pris tan look here look here!!!!! 我好想你喔 haha the memory we shared and the tears we shared too. Maybe i will forget everyone on earth but not her i guess, she is one of the best girl you can find. don't mind her nose piercing hahaha she is a good girl :) Love ya tan jiajia !

2009-12-29T19:06:00.002+08:00

Okay i was browsing through all my photo just now cause i was kinda sad and bored. I managed to see this picture. I swear to god, this is definitely going to be my first father's day present man. Yikiong gave me this year. although it's just a drawing, but appreciated the effort. Gonna keep this picture for life, although the word wasn't wrote out nicely but love it.

Today last day of work man!!!!! After today i will be free from work and time to play man. However i will miss all my china workers man. They are so cute, funny and they really take care of me. They will ask if i wan to smoke? Wan go rest. hahaha. Of course the packers people too. roysten, fredy, ilbaham, uncle malay, fat boy! haha my new friends. Gonna work hard today last day le!!!!!!!!

Okay, i'm now kinda busy with my chalet things, planning of where to go,what to do now. The material to buy. First time organize chalet, so very unsure of everything lor. Don't wish to ask parent also, grow up le must learn how to be independent. So this will be planned and smoothly process. People who want to visit me or come play are welcome. My chalet is on the 4,5 and 6 of January. My BBQ will be on the 4 and 5 night. Please contact me in anyways if you are coming. In any case all people are invited, except some people, i hope you know who you are.

Bought new fishes today i mean my daddy bought it just now. But all is guppy, cause bigger fish cannot fit into my small fish tank man. So all guppy is in there swimming like dunno what now. They still cannot adapt to the surrounding cause in the fish shop they cannot see bridge at their home, the cannot see seaweed. I will try to tame them to do stunt man. like guppy turn, tail, act dead. hahaha i think is impossible anyway. But i will be buying hamster soon, which i will take care of it in my room, and sleep with me. nice nice ok lar nothing more to write le byebye :D

2009-12-26T22:58:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda fucked up now! but nvm i will post some ass shit anyway. Didn't went anywhere today. Cause got fucking stuff cork up. Tomorrow my display fish tank byebye le giving second aunt. Sad sad. ok idk what to post anyway so i give you all some tip bah.

Do you all know washing of hair? i bet some people long long wash one time their hair very unhygienic man. Let me start on it. First you need to know what type of hair you have? you have oily, dry, weak,hair loss, dandruff, allergic, brittler. Then buy the suitable shampoo for your hair. Slowly even if you dunno your type of hair. If the hair making you itchy it doesn't suit you throw it away. Washing of hair also have it's own way.wash your hair you must put some shampoo on your hand the right amount, add water and rub with the other hand. It's ready when foams are formed lar, then can wash your hair. Because if you wash your hair straight away, your hair definitely will spoil, cause too strong for the part which you apply on. Which will leads to hairloss. So form foam first. Then when wash you must make the whole head , which mean sunburn your back. Then wash it with warm water lor. not cold cause if too cold your hair will contract too hot also cannot. Wax, spray and everything not too much, enough can le, preferably 1 finger size can make your hair le. And for at most one day only can wash hair twice not too much! washing too much not good for your hair also. ok nothing more to write le byebye

2009-12-25T13:43:00.000+08:00

Okay i know my picture is kinda irritating haha but too bad, i love this photo, cause you cannot see my bangs. Ok yesterday was a tiring day man but it's still kinda enjoyable. Will update on the things later but this is important man.
LOOK AT THIS!

Okay being a responsible guy and he doesn't look that old plus he seems to be physically ready for an war. Who allows him sit on the floor man?!?! okay lets consider him being a GOOD guy letting the seats for the elderly and kid and stuff but he is being too irresponsible by sitting there, During the morning peak hour and playing with his phone. wanna guess what he is playing? Phone car racing! How old is he 30? 31? If he like to play so much buy a car and drive. This sucker irritates me. A obstacles to the surrounding.

Okay people, let me continue my post. I realise i uses about 7 hours to post man, I was like keep online, on phone, sms,msn, watching videos and forget about this post. So very sorry people. ok let me blog about yesterday event. Reach home about 9am cause of my work, Online eat breakfast, bath. Wait till 10 plus went to JP walk walk and wait for wen bin, jun zhi and bryan. But while walking i went to cinema to check for the movie time slot but a lot all is selling fast, so call them and cancel the event, Sorry bryan cause everything is like not confirm so sorry about that. Walk around saw cindy mei, she with her family. so never disturb her much. Walk around see shirt and pants. I want buy a lot, nice nice the shirt. But my taste sure very bad one lar. Then wen bin called and ask wan go lot 1 for movie? then go lor. hahaha but had to slack at JP first cause meeting them at 1. So i go find leying, accompany her for the time being how good am i right? Anyway miss her lar hahhaa love granny. Went lot 1 find jun zhi and ate lunch. and he ate one stick which taste like chicken and fish and taste horrible man, i puke it off when i have a bite. opps :X went up to the cinema and was like shock man! We saw 萧敬藤 man! JAM!!!!1 fucking long the queue! then too bad don't wan watch le byebye my show. then go market to buy snacks, sparks and drinks to my house for mahjong lar. Reach my house play mahjong i think i'm too tired man i cannot concentrate and keep losing rofl. But nvm lar. ling hui and sau kuen came to my house also but left after awhile. After that 3 of us went for dinner at JP new york new york with ling hui. Cause she's at JP also. then ate lor cost 60 plus. then go my house take sparks and bought food for daddy. then took cab down to yikiong house called chester down also. Play for awhile karin sms-ed and called her lor. went to gek poh meet her did nothing much also. take awhile then forget to take my lighter which is at the playground! :( then thanks to someone my lighter supplier. Rofl-,- thanks for the lighter man. then went play spark lor wanted to light on the bus when going home de but don't wan D: sent karin home. then go home. BH call then go down find them talk awhile then smoke smoke while i play sparks lor left a few. Awhile then go sleep le

Working time. 2 more days count down.

See that sleeping bastard? haha he is roysten. The smoker guy who never fail to ask me to smoke. Take out his box and will ask eh wan smoke mah. But he is friendly. Good guy who will help me. and see how slack my job he can sleep until like this.
See this consider my 3 stock. 1 so tall mama de! imagine you have to carry 300 stock like this? and pack all this shit! and need to tie this tall boxes also! wa liao eh! this i think weight 300kg le.
Cool pepsi cover right? i don't know why i like this cover opps :X
Best uncle you can find man! He teach me and tell me a lot of things
Normally we go sleep like this ahhaha opps :X

ok let me post about my work yesterday also. work like normal did about 300 stock also like shit so tired. Called mac delivery, then caused 30 plus? then eat lor. then go back to work. 4 plus eat again hahaha. Rest rest wait for stock and go back home lor. ok nothing more to blog le byebye i spent 7hours 30 mins post this shit man!

2009-12-24T19:55:00.002+08:00

Lazy to write a blog post cause yesterday kena fucked by my boss anyway no mood so i will be saying about my idol 黄鸿升 song and try to explain the lyrics for you all. It's seems like Social studies, hahaha cause his song the title may not be directly explaining everything out. okay let start.

玩具枪与玫瑰

这是我的告别演唱会
烟火让一万都昙花一现
不可以流泪
不值得留恋
不过是最后一场园游会
何不让我们都假装无邪
很少的甜点
没有在管明天
你只要一把玩具枪与玫瑰
就推翻掉我给你的超完美
没有神
没有鬼
没有回忆的贼
没有谁的泪水比较咸
你只要一把玩具枪与玫瑰
就摧毁掉我爱你的全世界
没有钱
没有烟
没有人会可怜
今年的十二月没有雪
没有永久
没有永夜
没有永远
我用叹息对你不隐藏
我把我心脏埋进了音箱
绝望的独唱
想你的音浪
就关掉所有巨大的音箱
依赖这脑海一样的音光
让我们习惯
无至尽的以往

你只要一把玩具枪与玫瑰
就推翻掉我给你的超完美
没有神
没有鬼
没有回忆的贼
没有谁的泪水比较咸
你只要一把玩具枪与玫瑰
就摧毁掉我爱你的全世界
没有钱
没有烟
没有人会可怜
今年的十二月没有雪
没有永久
没有永夜
没有永远

This is as simple as the title, 玩具枪与玫瑰. It may seems unrelated to anything but if you see the lyrics and understand every thing you will understand let me start. First verse. It is saying that he's leaving lar very simple. His last concert he's leaving, this relationship doesn't worth to remember and cry for. just let me skip the other to the main chorus ok. Seems meaningless but really it is something that you all should know. It is saying that she no interested in the relationship anymore. that's why by giving simple item like toy gun and rose can make you forget everything i had gave you. No one to blame no one to accuse, no one steal the memory no one treat you better. then no one will pity if the relationship is gone. Then the relationship won't be able to continue, just like december with snow. and so on. that is what the song is basically trying to say. The relationship is not strong enough. okay that's it for today byebye people. Merry christmas to you all man!

2009-12-22T19:18:00.002+08:00

Random Picture above. Sorry for it. The picture was taken last year. But mine now should be longer than that time. Thinking of what colour to dye and what hairstyle to keep already now. So i decided to dye the peachy gold,which is light gold if nvr remember wrongly. And i will tie the back of my hair up and let some down this can make people see my inside is black de kinda cool when i think. But don't know if actual will be like what? Cause i have that kind of shitty face. ROFL. Okay let me continue with my post.

Actually nothing happened man. Went to work fucked by my boss cause i pon 2 days of work last week which is thursday an friday. But nvm for daddy it is all worth it la. Time passes very fast yesterday for no reason man. Sms-ed with some people a while then no more le D: alone again. Work is little yesterday, i bet today will be lesser man! Plus boss going on holiday this wednesday! I'm alone again sure nice le lar :D can slack slack already. No bossy bossy!!!! :D Reach home about 9 plus then eat breakfast talk to mummy about many stuff lor. Then slept at around 10 plus woke up at 7 plus Fucking many message spamming me man! Reply all the message, having my lunch now. going 8 le then have lunch wa liao eh :( then nothing more to do le byebye all.

*Question of the day. Do you think whether is we owns the planet or the planet owns us?

Have you all think about this before. We live on this planet, does we owns this planet then? Or is the planet owns us? To me personally i believes that is the planet owns us. No matter what we do we won't affect the planet much. Even is the atmosphere of the earth is bad now, the people who are suffering is us not the planet. It is still doing fine man? So i think we are just a toy for the planet don't you think so? think about it bah. Agree or disagree just comment at my tagboard thank you :D

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
又傷了她的心
她流下一顆淚滴
我後悔到不能呼吸

2009-12-20T00:18:00.001+08:00

Kerong is as crazy as me man! She is the only one who wan to listen to my medical story crap leh. Good good at least got someone would wan to listen to my crap hahaha. Weird girl man, maybe she just wan to entertain me bah. Okay lets post about today man! Woke up late late cause slept at nearly 5am cause was texting with people that's why. So kinda tired. Eat Breakfast, online and mop the floor, online and bath. Went to kenny cafe to eat lunch at around 3, then go to granny house. Second aunt, Tomas kor and his wife met us at granny house even though we did not planned it. 好巧. But never mind. Talk to them lor. Ask about the price of WII with my cousin (tomas) haha I going to buy wii with my salary lar. So people who wan play can come my house. I going to play drum set, guitar and japanese drum for wii set man! then can play a lot of games. My parents can play too. So it's kinda cool and worth it lar. Can bring to chalet and play too!!! Woosh good idea :D. Anyway my mummy is going to be a union for my sake to book chalet man i so love my mummy and daddy! So people i will be setting up a chalet when my mum make the membership card and book the room :) time not sure now. Jan will be a good month man. have to work 6 more days then nvr work le! gotta jia you jia you! My family now go escape keep wan play le. Daddy keep ask me bring them go play more, like Wild Wild wet, sentosa all this hahaha. Sure will bring them to play. ok nothing more to write le byebye everybody!

2009-12-19T12:36:00.004+08:00

Updated 11.10pm!

Ok update update, cause morning to early write about my stupid new hair le. Went to Jp with mummy today bought new shirt, cause i was complaining that i doesn't have T-shirt to wear, so buy some. Buy bought bought. Manage to find a few pieces bah. Quite nice hahaha i kinda like it. Saw a lot of friends there too. Mei yi , Jaslin xiao didi, Brenda daughter, carissa and more. OMG like have to say hi but lazy, so sms them to say hi rofl -.- plus didn't wear a cap so my hair not presentable anyway. Thanks mummy for bringing me out to entertain me. my hair is kinda troublesome, cause idk how to style it yet. so have to wait until i figure out to make my hair and have to wait for my fringe to get a bit longer until my eye brown bah. Changed blogskin cause people complain to me that they can't see my post, cause i normally use google chrome to go online, so idk my blog post cannot be see in explorer. so sorry to those reader so i change and i believe you can see le bah :D and changed my blog songs have 10 songs in total please listen to it cause i have included 3 singer who just release their album 黄靖论，林俊杰，黄鸿升（小鬼）. the songs i have is 黄靖伦 new song 咸鱼，透明人，心碎雨，旧伤. 林俊杰 i have 第几个100天 and 背对背拥抱. 黄鸿升 i have 玩具枪与玫瑰, 我不要长生不老, 世界上最浪漫的一首歌,为自己. haha my fucking msn cannot see anything now so i restarting my comp now hahhaa bye readers love ya!
Wa liao if you can see i went for a hair cut and cut bangs. And trim my side and back. My fringe gotten short again arrrrghhh! nvm going to get use to this hair style, the auntie told my to use spray to make my hair better instead of wax or clay cause my fringe will get sometime like wet then not suitable to be like bangs anymore. Consider about it lor. so i will be wearing cap or left it down already. or comb to the side. Not nice not nice, too late to regret also. MAMA de! But my mummy say no change leh my hair my hair look so bloated, pom pom one. Plus don't look at my body ok i'm wearing a singlet kinda sexy. Mummy told me something just now haha. She say yesterday got 1 couple, when we were waiting for the GO-cart, the girl keep looking at me then make my mummy very irritated haha, So weird lor. If the girl really is really looking at me she should be crazy look at a ugly monster like me haha. Anyway congratz to all people who pass they N level. Let me name all, Kerong, Faith, Shawn, Cheong lee, Qiying, ShuXin, Chris(you are the man!) and all who pass lar. GOOD JOB MAN! going to sec 5 and must be working hard man. Dunno anything find the smart people don't be like me, nvr study then now scare scare hahaha :D Ok going to jurong point soon with mummy. Walk walk and change daddy de present, cause the shirt seems to be too big already :D BYEBYE ALL

Like i say questions everyday.

How many rights do you think that we really owns?

I think we have no rights at all. Do you notice that? what we are doing we are obeying the laws. When you commit crime you go to jail. So think how much rights do you really owns?

2009-12-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy!

Let's post about today. Daddy's 49 years old Birthday! Nice and fun man! Love this year birthday celebration. Thinking next year will be daddy 50 years old celebration we will open chalet bah. 五十岁大寿! hahaha Okay let's continue with the celebration. Didn't go to work for 2 days cause it's daddy birthday. So woke up in the morning and go get prepared to go escape theme park, as my poor mummy and daddy have not been there before, so i brought them there to play. Of course it's the whole family. Reach there about 2 plus, and start to have 毛毛雨. But nvm since the rain is not big. Went to play. First stop is just me and my sister play with the turn turn, which my daddy call it the superman, cause of the moving position. HAHA Next went to the ferry wheel, which is too bad me and korkor have to take the other one cause 1 cubical only can hole 3 person, Too Bad. Next Haunted House hahaha. Do you know they changed the stuff inside? They make it much darker and i can't really see the way though cause i leading them hahaha korkor don't dare to walk infront. And a couple is so terrific to come in that they kept on stick behind us hahahaha i walk around and show them the stuff which is pointless cause we can't really see had to switch on the phone and uses the light to flash to see. Fun to see the crop again i sayang most of them. Should so again next time and play and see the "GHOST" crops again? Went for GO-Car, Wait for too long man. Then daddy and mei mei go first cause they need 1 more people, So they play first with other people. They ask daddy know how to drive, then daddy lie to them say this time is the first time but he seems to know how to drive. Rofl haha. Daddy drive slowly slowly. Maybe dad afraid that mei mei scare bah. Then me mummy and korkor up next! Of course mum is with me lar. I drive mummy and korkor alone 1 car. I drive the car and mummy was naggy all the way, she was so scare man! Keep saying next time i drive she won't take the ride man hahaha cause i drive too fast. I even chased up to the last person, wanted to cut the person, but mummy say slowly slowly. so slower down my speed until korkor is behind me already, then i speed up then cut through at the slope. Mummy shouted man! hahaha she say wa liao eh, so scary you anyhow cut hahaha. But korkor is in trouble. His car stuck, cause when he wan to follow me and cut then person, the person turn to black and he had to break at the upslope and then he was stuck! OMG! The helpers went to push my brother of course. Next up the Viking Ship! Tell you a secret, My daddy and sister are afriad of height man! Wanted to sit the at side, but was occupied and so have to sit near the middle. But it's still height enough man. At top daddy don't really dare to open his eyes, Mei mei scare until cry hahaha i was like mad laugh when play. and have to take off my cap, wa liao eh. my hair super ugly! Then landed they scare scare hahaha, Went to drink , rest and have toilet break man! After that they went to play the so called superman again. i wasn't playing haha too bored already. Then took they picture. Daddy say the things is good to have a nap so he pretend sleeping when playing. Super act cute lar daddy! Next up the spray spray water boat? I dunno what's that call. Waited for freaking long time man. Then Oh gosh when i went in to the boat and started the other kids spray at me already, Fight back and spray them and my korkor and mei mei both came and attack me too :( wa liao eh and obviously i'm totally wet lar. so nvm me and korkor next go for the falling log thingy, wait awhile and play lar. Daddy finding excuses like he nvr bring extra clothes to not play lar. Then play play lor First was like only 3 to 5 metres and fall from there, i kept on screaming just for the sake for boredom, My korkor eardrum should be breaking. then the next slide is 16 metres man, WTF! 谁受得了! totally wet and landed. Went to change and get ready to go home then realise that i didn't bring my towel WTH! so nvm leave it to dry. Then wanted to go for Bowling! but the lane all occupied and have to wait, so not playing it, but play pool instead. HAHAHA Daddy pro pro neh mai siao siao. Win me lor anyhow only, then i win korkor hahaha. Then took the neoprint the whole family hahaha first time wor but, didn't manage to upload the pictures and design it cause it's too complicated after that went home. Bath and cut birthday cake. Sing Sang Sung :D then end of story Waaa quite long nr write so long post already cool cool~ haha byebye all Enjoy the pictures below

2009-12-16T20:36:00.005+08:00

God did i do the right things? I rather lie to make things better? This kinda sucks cause i know i shouldn't be doing such things but i cannot change it. In order to make it better it's leads me to no choice bah. I think now it will be better for you already. Hais, Anyway i really appreciate your help all this while anyway. You too good already.

Let post about today. Kinda sucks my day, cause i work and the stock consider okay. I mean in the amount. it's better than the days which have too many stocks. Okay then went back to recruit express to give my pay slip. And people i'm quitting on December 29 if you all wan call me out on the Saturdays or Sundays will be fine, If you all wan weekdays, will be after 29. And 31 i'm fully booked already. Went back to school for SJAB. Doing for my CCA fair stuff again. Kinda sucky mah too tired already anyway then keep do funny stuff. Reach home around 2, Slept around 2.30? Then woke up at 8.30 if you math is not as good as me it will be 6 hours man. freaking 6 hours. Okay lar nothing more to update. Thanks kerong for replying me at the midnight yesterday? Jaslin for text me when she's bored? they are weird who text with me.

Plus people, i will be having this. Everyday i will think of a question to ask and if you feel like answer do tag on my tagboard with your answers ok? So question for today.

Do you think tomorrow come first or future come first?

For me basically i think future come first, cause having a future in hand you will have your tomorrow, Imagine you having a tomorrow but with future, what's the point of having the tomorrow right? haha ok byebye all!

我做对了吗?

2009-12-15T11:26:00.006+08:00

Back to post today. work kinda suck anyway today nothing much to pack therefore i'm super tired and sleepy. Told bao zhu jie that i'm quitting this month end and she smile at me OMG! the second time she smile at me holy shit. opps :X then cannot sleep now idk why. Keep thinking of stuff which irritates me and thank kerong for accompany me awhile last night hahaha. Plus had mac for breakfast today at jurong point. Being interview about mac stuff kinda weird but okay help them. She gave me a voucher of 3 dollar without telling me first rofl. Like huh? why you give me this? then she reply ohhh. then speak some Tamil languages which i don't understand what she mean? Kinda fun, she a polite women. good to be interviewed by her and she even say i'm married. like i'm 17 and she say i'm married? Maybe to my joanne peh:D hahaha ok nothing more to write i will go to bed and sleep le BYE :D misses you!

Edited 8.15pm

have you all have this feeling before? Like when you wanted to go sleep and for reason you have a mass pain inside your chest. It's like your heart is being poke by something and really painful. Slept at around 11am, then scream up around 7.30pm. i say scream up means, i really scream when i woke up. I still can feel that tears are falling down too. Won't elaborate on the dream i had. Cause i doesn't remember what really happen in my dream. I just know what it's not a good dream which i will like to dream again. Kinda suck feeling now. Anyway will be posting something else now 林俊杰 today has come out his new album 100天. Heard the songs hmm nice and quite a quality songs. As normal he stick to his slow and groom song. A bit of R&B inside his song. I like his this album. Meaningful lyrics are write song like 第几个一天 and 背对背拥抱 i like the songs. ok nothing more to update already byebye. i think today is such a purkehole day. Have fun seeing JJ new album cover bah.

我会学会放弃，学会不再想了

2009-12-13T00:34:00.011+08:00

Ok blogging today haha didn't managed to blog yesterday night cause i'm too tired as you all may not know that i didn't sleep for the whole 24 hours yesterday. Working then went out with xiao zhu, wen bin, jun zhi and chester. Tiring indeed but it's really fun. Ok let me start our 12 December journey now

After work bring korkor to agency but unfortunately it's closed so went for breakfast with him and daddy sent us home, online and bath then went out find xiao zhu and his mother at JP but i can't find them but there is BOB THE BUILDER! hahahaha so i stood there and watch the whole bob show hahhaa pictures are below have a look i didn't upload the video of the bob dancing part so sorry will upload it soon anyway. Then xiao zhu came then say byebye to his mother and went to Jurong East then go lot 1 find them. Rofl -.- but then ok lar took back to Jurong east then to Habour front. VIVO city! Chester came later cause he sms xiao zhu then we ask him to come. Look for shuxin my cousin who is working at action city do support her if you want. Went to arcade and did some crappy stuff there. Went around and play and chester came bought the ticket to watch new moon! Kinda sucks for me cause i read the whole like i expecting what's going to happen next, Overall i think newmoon is much much more better than twilight. Jacob look much much more better with his hair short. Edward not really that appealing. Opps :X After movie is about plus cause the movie starts at 3.30 i forget to type in just now (LOL) then decided to go city hall to have dinner at New York New York . I have my hot plate spaghetti with chicken chop haha it's kinda nice, don't mind about the price, it is definitely worth eating and wen bin agrees with me. The total cost of our dinner is about 80+ if i didn't remember wrongly. Walk around city link, then walk to the esplanade and to starbuck coffee. Sat at starbuck coffee and slack around and talk/crap a lot there. Xiao Zhu Mocha or latte is being serve as cappuccino and he realise it after he drank half of the cappuccino down. And the funny part is that he was drunk by drinking that stuff. He was really going crazy man. Laughters at starbuck coffee was superb, Why is that so? Cause i haven hear that laughters for a long time, Really. It's been awhile since i hear other people laughters with our, nowadays i only hear me, xiao zhu and wen bin. We 3 person laughter. Yet yesterday was 5 it's really full of memory, remember our stupid stunt which make the people laugh. Nice feeling indeed. Went off starbuck around 10.30 and went to Fullerton Hotel! My Ex-serving hotel. It's like all memory came back to me when i walk into the hotel man! I sure miss the hotel and it's smell man! Trust me when you walk into the hotel there's a smell that you will never forget! And i bet that you guys go to the toilet you will be AMAZED by the hotel! It's grand and nice for visitors. Although i been saying that the hotel sucks but i meant the work sucks, but the hotel is cool! and i love it a lot. Went home after that, Talk around in the train. 1 More Months to our O level result release day! i call this O level RRD! or my DD( Dooms Day) Oh gosh time passes fast man, spite second i became a guy and another second a bad guy. Cool man! Daddy come and fetch me at Jurong point and went home. Ate supper and went online awhile before i go to sleep. Too tired so i only post pictures yesterday. Tiring but really enjoys the day we had yesterday will be in my mind for a very long time! WOOH! Looking forward to our Tonning session at ECP! WOOOHHH~! BYEBYE ALL!

Updated 9.05pm

I'm down with flu, cold, cough and slight fever what the hell! Mum say is cause by not having enough sleep yesterday. Hais hope i would recover by tomorrow and allows me to go for work. Money Money Money! i wan earn more for dunno what use maybe spend it away! Quick flu flu, cold cold, cough cough and fever fever please go away and don't come back again D:

2009-12-12T10:25:00.003+08:00

HEY HEY! i blogging cause i want rofl you assholes. Today have short post cause just came back from work and going out soon with 小猪 they all then play and have dinner together and catch a movie as well. Work kinda sucks nowadays cause too many stock with mass more than 100KG which make work harder than before? Enough of this Yesterday didn't able to go find joanne peh at city square mall as she is hosting for a Christmas eve event and she sang. Love it but i don't like she with make up i like her be more natural look prettier i think :D HAHAHA although her singing don't really sound that nice there is some run off tone in her first few words and her tail sentence. But i love it as long as it's her singing :D HAHAHA pretty her just be a actor god enough don't be singer ><>

2009-12-10T19:28:00.003+08:00

Back for more post and will be the last post. Closing my blog soon, but dunno how to temporally close it so will keep it open to all first. No body read it so pointless to keep it open anyway. i guess none will know it even i close it rofl. Work sucks yesterday bored as ever. Will be quitting soon. Not feeling well also today. Mood been down down down for fucking many days! bored and tired of it. Feel like smoking when they give me that cigarette but i had been rejecting it. Hmmmmm feeling so tired and everything. Everything is on me now. feel so uncomfortable. Been alone and not talking to anyone recently. Phone gone quiet most of the time. I think only once or twice it rings cause by my alarm nowadays. Hais byebye all.

2009-12-09T19:30:00.003+08:00

Back for more post. If i say i feel better i wasn't really telling the truth. Maybe it's 50-50 in a sense that I'm not happy. Today's work is like oh gosh, i don't like it, too much and too little as time passes. Although wei wei is trying to entertain me, by playing and bringing me around to see girl -.- i wasn't that entertain at all, i forcing myself to smile. I realize how difficult it was to force smiling. Sound so fake in a sense. I also dunno why i'm feeling so sad, for no reason i could say, maybe the work sometimes make me have to time to think about too many problems and other things like this. And oh gosh i forget to take a picture, i need to pull a pallet with the mass of 400KG! haiss i think that not that entertaining anyway either like you all thinking now. WTF? just a pallet drag it you moron? i think you all are thinking about this. hais i don't feel well at all. 21 hours already, hais what can i expect more? I think useless people are always like this, cannot do anything, only can keep inside their heart and swallow everything down? 我是坏人，全部人都是我的敌人!!!

2009-12-08T18:47:00.002+08:00

今天我的心情很不好。太多的东西要我去面对了。昨晚一个人在做工，每人陪的感觉回来了。让我想了很多事情。你，你们，我，我们，让我的头都快疼死了！但也因为这样让我想通了很多。我不因该不自量力，当我知道水和火是不能容在一起的时候，我就因该很清楚地明白了。我不管付出多少都是不可能的吧。所以我只想对你好，就算我知道我是没机会的，但只要你开心我就会安心了。我记得有人说过我很傻，但我觉得我并不傻，喜欢一个人不都是这样的吗？为了他，我会付出一切。但好寂寞喔，我永远只是一个人。haizzz byebye

2009-12-07T20:06:00.003+08:00

Went out to buy korkor de prom shirt. Ok so tired today. Slept at 5 something woke up at 10 WTH! 5 hours of sleep is never enough. went out 11.30, went to bugis, then city hall, then back to JP. Rofl run whole big round. And i only buy a pants for myself. WTH! went back home then orh orh le lor ok lar my life so bored i guess. Chalet things still never settle. Haizzz hmmmm so i think i going off write too long also nobody will read it so nvm byebye all. going to work in 1 hour and 40 mins time

我很担心你，你知道吗？

2009-12-06T20:59:00.005+08:00

Just came back from Popo house. went to visit popo, hahaha consider quite long didn't see her le kinda miss her. (love popo) Stay at her house for quite long bah. Nothing much i think. This year is quite fast and bored bah. Maybe i will be planning for a chalet, People will be invited by me if i planned ok. Mostly will be year end bah. Can go count down. Or in the jan le. But i will invite people of course. My, myself and i lor haha see already got 3 person le opps how lame. Want the response who will come? hahaha i think none bah. Hmmm tmr will be going with korkor to buy shirt lor. designing for his prom. Since his budget is much more than me so i can design nice nice one le instead of my ugly prom shirt :( sigh. Anyway Joanne peh is at AMK Hub now doing th charity show. WTH i didn't manage to go cause daddy say tmr i'm working. What excuses he has so powerful. Don't wan let me go! He say she got a ang mo le where still want me :( sniff sniff my joanne peh Roar! :( nvm haha ok nothing more to post le byebye

你要小心, okay?

Kelvin's secret, Somone talking to dassyali now!

2009-12-05T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hey people. What the fuck hahaha you know what happened? I take back my phone thanks goddess. They fixed my phone in about 1 day? wow damn cool then go received. It's functioning well now, hope it won't have any problem bah. Oh well. What the fuck? haha i not feeling very well now in term emotion. Not that happy. Anyway i wasn't happy at all? Si bei kanina. hais. Why is this happening to me? maybe it's the fate of the baddie? Bullshitting things always happened. Wants to go out and play, but i know none will call me out. so what the fuck. maybe going out myself? Feel like dying, so maybe go out can commit suicide? Rofl. Sleeping everyday, mights well sleep forever? ok byebye assholes.

你知道吗？你的笑是多么的重要，多么的珍贵。

2009-12-04T17:26:00.003+08:00

Post for today! What the fuck! my phone spoiled and i have to use my sister pinkish Phone! wow my world is filled with pink! OMG! I'm super sad lar :( messaging half way spoil. haiz luckily can be repair but will be under maintenance will be able to receive my phone when they fixed and call me. Damn slag, wa liao. Yikiong take care ok you sick le must not work so hard ok! money you can never earn enough de, so slowly slowly ok. Today work is fine i guess. Starting was quite slack but ending was horrible man! Work from 3.30 to 6 something without stopping finish packing then come in new stock! What the hell man. But boss is kinda nice to buy coffee and tea for us haha:) good good. Went home bath, eat sleep wake up reply message sleep again. Then woke up again and sleep again. Then phone spoil! went to repair at jurong east. mama de :( went back home. slept for 6 hours nia i hope it's enough le. Hmmmmm But working is good, it don't make me think so much things bah. But resting time been thinking about things. haiz ok lar byebye finish posting le hahah finally i took my picture le OMG! hahaha so ugly :( ok lar byebye You take care ok :D

2009-12-03T19:18:00.008+08:00

Back from most post today.

Hmmm later on when you read you will be picture about my warehouse mentor media okay such a day i have today. Current i have 5 mosquito bite, 12 cuts, 3 blue black! What the fuck! cuts is cause my stupidity of playing with the cutter. Yesterday went to work until today morning, nearly fainted cause didn't have enough sleep yesterday slept for like 2 hours? So don't have the energy to work that's why i near fainted, but never faint. Boss let me rest awhile and ask me to have leave today but i reject though. I wan earn more money. I also don't know i wan earn so much for what just that i have my planning. So will be having my lunch soon at 8pm? Then bath at 9.30 and will be going off to work again. Hmmm yesterday was bad anyway. Too many stock i think that's why i nearly fainted i think. ok Finish post about my work le

Today went back home saw maid at bus 181 around 8.45 but she didn't see me so sad... :( she didn't see her sir. But never mind reach home about 9? bath and eat breakfast and then sleep until 2 plus woke up reply messages sleep at 3.30? then woke up just now 7.15pm. My life is only sleep and work i realize. Anyway i don't feel very well, doesn't mean i'm sick, just don't feel comfortable bah. Doesn't have the mood to work i think? Feel so useless, and i know i'm useless from the start. i know i shouldn't be waiting for a things that will never happen, but this time i waiting and working for something that will never happen. Maybe that's how stupid i am bah. haizz byebe all. 我是个没有用的大笨蛋！

Fucking empty warehouse

the stupid cutter which i alway cut myself

My smoker friend who ask me smoke back roysten! ROFL!

The hardest and biggest bullet you can see i mean for stapling

how it's look like

Fucking sideboard so difficult to cut!

new friend a arab mix malay forget his name >.,

see my finger:( kena burn cause of wrapping

see the strap no other place ok :D

the bullet will look something like this

Fucking cut! can you see it?

The one looking towards me is wei wei!

This guy is da ping

can you believe it it's morning already!

he just can't stop working!

I fucking wonder how they put them up?

请你别再伤心了好吗？

2009-12-01T16:08:00.004+08:00

Back for more post today! No pictures this few days cause I did not take much picture(too ugly) and too busy to take any too. BUT, will try to take and post anyway.
Firstly i must wish Cindy good luck hahaha >.<

Quite irritated by this fucking blogger! The post i posted around 4 plus was gone for no reason! WHAT THE FUCK! Damn irritated now! MAMADE! write it short and simple i think. Summaries everything i wrote bah cause gotta rush to bath and work already. I woke up at 11 plus reply all messages and mummy say i am boss so many messages. Anyway i reply but none come back see how unpopular am i, mights well jump off from building bah. Stuck a home home home..... Eat lunch do nothing. Ok until here i think i introduce Movies and song right? haha I watch 蜡笔小新 de new movie, Animal kingdom. Shin chan movies never failed to make my cry after everything, This time the movie is already touching from the start of the movie. So worth to watch sorry i only like cartoon. For those assholes who say i'm fucking childish please get the hell out of here, i don't welcome you here. Ok then Album yar yar 黄靖伦 if you all dunno him he is a singapore singer but at Taiwan. He went to a 超级星光大道 last year and he coming out his second album 'OK MAN' Sound so like me everything also ok ROFL. If you still dunno him and watched 桃花小妹, you will be able to notice him. He is 桃花的小哥,陈余一. The guy who always gotten bullied by his other 4 brothers. Yar he have very nice voice to sing Do support oh yar his Album is coming out this 11. Which is 11/12/2009 (For those idiot who don't understand). And Another news 小鬼 Album Love hero is coming out on the 13 this month (13/12/2009) So do support. But please take notice for the album he is not 小鬼 anymore please call him 黄鸿升 okay? hahahaha then what i write hmmmm????? ok i forget le if i remember i will update tmr. Oh yar people who read my blog please tag sometimes cause if i feel that no one is reading i will delete my blog le. So not nice to write for only myself! :( Ok byebye i want go to hell!!!!! Byebye everyone...

Updated 8.47pm

Ok back to post more today. Let me ask you all a question, Do you all lie on the bed and you ain't aware of you are asleep or awake? I woke up just now but i don't know did i sleep a not. I seems to be awake but seems to be asleep... if you all have this experience before please taggy and say cause i feel so weird like this. Ok watch 海派甜心 yesterday but didn't update here. Episode 5 was touching, this show is worth watch for people who understand the story. This show hmmm interesting, but not realistic to me. I won't believe that plot although it does interest me. okay no more of it. Ate my dinner after i woke up(*or get up) Online and posting and watch 娱乐百分百. If you all got watch according to Taiwan time November 25 de 娱乐百分百 they show 小鬼 new hairstyle, which i will be cutting soon when my fringe grow back long long. And looking at my picture yesterday night, i somehow miss my long hair! Although it's irritating me but i kinda like it. I now then notice my hair i have kept almost for 3 month? OMG! so long le and my fringe is not half way there :( quick quick grow back lar. But i also feel like cutting botak. Like 蜡笔小新, will be nice i think. Ok nothing more to write le need go bath and go work soon le :(. But i believe none of you will want me back de lar :( hais . byebye all...

2009-11-30T18:27:00.002+08:00

Today woke up by all the people messages ROAR! Never mind. Then went down to Jurong east bring people to agency lor. Hmmmm so amazed that vessel or bessel both name accepted i think. He still remember me cool huh? hahahaha i think i too ugly that he remember. Maybe he's thinking Oh gosh the ugly guy is back! Went back to jurong point. Walk alone, So attracted to the BEN 10 TOY!!!!! I wish i could buy one, but don't wan later some bastard will say so childish they fucking assholes. hmmmm then eat KFC alone, and walk home from jurong point. What the Fuck! i can't imagine how far is jurong point to my house i took more than 30 mins ASSHOLE! i think i'm stupid if you are laughing you are an idiot. mama de i walk home reach about 4 plus i think. Then actually wan go down accompany people smoke smoke but damn hell going to rain but in the end never. What The Hell! plus i mean accompany doesn't mean i smoke ok! Don't wan elaborate on what i do at home cause you suckers won't care so i write until here le BYEBYE reader. To some Fuck off assholes!

2009-11-30T00:17:00.003+08:00

第一次爱一个人爱得那么痛苦.

First time, i like someone until i'm so restless bah? Maybe i should try to like anyone anymore. I promised myself not to think, but in the end i could not stop myself from thinking. Have not been smiling for quite awhile, cause stuck at home for 3 days going 4 nothing to do, if i smile or laugh means i'm crazy already. Since i'm stuck at home i really wish to go out, but no one accompany to go. I think i am so bad until no one wants to go out with me bah? If not going out tmr i really hope my day pass fast! cause after that i will be working le i don't have to stuck at home. I really wish i would be able to go out tmr bah, No matter go bowling? Pool? swimming or anything. I don't like to be trap at home.... i writing blog for fun anyway cause i know none will read my stupid post. Love someone is not as easy as i think bah i really wish i can forget you completely but i can't. every time hear things related i will think of you. I not you don't like me, but i cannot force. I completely know who you like. Really from you i can see through everything. Not that i'm smart, but i really see what you do. See your blog i understand everything. Although it's not clear but i know. Wish you happy and all the luck. I really very mood less now, i'm sad and everything really. Although i know it for a long time but i know what i must do now. I can only hide and wish you happy. I am used to be sad, even if the weather is shiny, my heart is always raining. If i can be happy for a single day, it means either i have leave the world or i lose all my memory. Ok nothing to blog le. Bye bye all. I composing new songs, maybe can be completed by tomorrow? Okay, i really very sad:( but i don't need any asshole to pity me. If you wan pity me please get the hell of this place. Byebye i said before i have change. Those fuckers who don't believe try me. If you dare mess with me that's it for you. I am sure that you will suffer hard, you asshole!

2009-11-29T13:12:00.005+08:00

Okay let's post. But first things first. Happy birthday yikiong (xiao zhu). This guy, so called xiao zhu, and of course i'm the xiao gui and his papa! If you watch yu le bai fen bai, Xiao zhu is the boss of xiao gui, but in singapore xiao gui is the boss of xiao zhu:) Okay today is his 17 birthday (finally). Cannot celebrate with him but nvm, won't blame him HAHHA! I know him for 3 years nia? Quite a short period of time bah, See him change and grow up. From the weird hairstyle to now the nice nice one. He is the one who go gym with me but now no more le, i bet he lazy to go le. He is also the first one who teach me how to smoke:) HAHHA just kidding, he is such a good guy not like me he don't smoke. But every time i see people smoke i will remember him cause he is filled with the smell. People should understand why. He is the most fashionable guy in the ex-clique of mine. I think his taste will continue to improve bah. Seeing him improving, i then realize i am still standing on my own position. Anyway it doesn't matter. I think through a lot of things, hahaha i will don't disturb most of you. 求人不如求己 came in my mind when i'm thinking, maybe it's my instinct to not believe other people anymore, only can count on myself to solve everything. If you need help you still can find me anyway. I will help you solve everything if it's within my ability. Mummy say i change, which make me quite happy to hear. At least i not the same as before? Anyway no more work until Tuesday! It's kinda boring at home, feel like going out to play. But i doubt none will wan to go out with me bah. Tomorrow Monday, maybe i will be going out lor. If not i will be stuck at home and doing nothing. WTH! haizzz the fate of bad guy is always like this alone:) ok lar no more 2 important things for you all to take note! I post it below look look read read! If not Fuck off!

My Joanne Peh 入围亚洲电视大奖, if you have watch 早安你好 on 27 November, you all should see her on screen :). If you did, you are same as me hahaha i watched it when i came back from work, luckily i manage to rush back and watch it :). It's a 4 min interview on this award i will give you the youtube link to see the interview if you never watch it at all :) Do support her hahaha she will get this award de JIA YOU! The interview include If they think getting this award, is a encouragement or applying more stress? What type of character they wish to act as? What type of character the judge normally like? What type of character can be outstanding? If they will reject character if they don't like it? Basically is all this lar :) so remember to support her! hahaha she got a cheerful smile which is pretty attractive :) arhhhh! Oh yar, Who wan accompany me go down Ang Mo Kio???? next sunday i guess! HAHAHAHA JOANNE PEH WILL BE THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! together with other celebrities hosting the charity show! Who wan go with me???? i doubt none bah, nvm i will go down my own. Joanne peh! Anyway my mummy told me just now next time i need go find a wife which look like Joanne Peh, since i'm so attracted to her hahaha. Crazy mummy, like i can find myself a girl? rofl. Then she continue say, Joanne Peh is too old for me :( make me so sad, she older than me by 7 to 8 years nia i don't mind de lar :D but i think no people will like me anyway :( haizzzz. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mj8o4RsY614&feature=player_embedded this is the link to the 早安你好 when Joanne peh appear de :D do watch it, she look fantastic and gorgeous :) ok . Below another BIG THING to update!

Okay Important stuff man :) Xiao gui new album is coming out! Love Hero, 愛&英雄 wish that you all will support :). 13 December 2009 it's coming out. Nice song, Rocker coming to town. This album is consider a mass creation as the song is all make by a lot of famous artist. Like 伍佰 the rock prince, 五月天怪獸+阿信, 張震嶽, 阿弟仔 and his junior FUN4樂團 all of them help him personally design song and everything. So i believe that this album will be a success. Now you all can already pre-order the album or wait until 13 December when the album will be out for sales! For more information please visit 无名小站, or http://www.wretch.cc/blog/alien3647 . For pre-order you all can go www.gogo-shopping.com.tw , then you can order this album. So people do support this new album Love hero! 愛&英雄! Heard from xiao zhu yesterday YES 933 have preview my new song, should be nice de bah, do look forward to this new album! Plus i like this hairstyle, Maybe i will be cutting this kind of hairstyle soon! when my fringe get longer! will shave off my side burn and my back :) WOOOH!

2009-11-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

I realize i need to change. Maybe i will be someone different le bah. I no longer have treasure le, maybe being a meaningless is better le (: i don't just predict and i know everything that is around me. So i know i have to give up, change my character is better bah. Being straight forward is better than turning loops bah. So now i hate you i will say i hate you, i like you i will say i like you. i won't think anymore le. Even if this will hurt anyone. Hiding truth is so tiring. Maybe i will like this character le bah. Me kelvin Ang Zhi Jian from today onward will be a totally different person. I don't need people around me, don't need any more friend to help, Everything i will solved it myself. A chinese old saying qiu ren bu ru qiu ji. Beg yourself is better than beg other people. I not so dumb, to let people use anymore. I not so immature to believe in everything. I grow up le, i must be cruel to everything. BYEBYE Suckers.

2009-11-28T13:37:00.002+08:00

Even the smartest brain doesn't want to know some of the truth.

Me, Kelvin Ang. i dare to say i'm the smart, and i know most of the things. I'm smart but i don't wish to know some truths. Maybe i have to endure bah. I think i am silly all this while. Maybe i interfere too much with someone stuff. Maybe i should not even do that. I know many told me so but I'm thinking that if the person is happy i do all this is worth it. But now i realize the person doesn't really need my help to be happy. I only can wish the person all the best and be happy bah. I really hate to know some truth. Haiz cutting off the line is the best bah. ok nothing more to write byebye slept late yet woke up early is damn no worth it!

我願做妳的召喚獸, 陪妳闖危險的宇宙, 一生配合妳的要求, 期待妳有一天, 回頭看看我

2009-11-28T04:03:00.002+08:00

I really hate this. My life is saying bye bye now. Being alone maybe is not as scary as i think it might be bah. I seen through a lot of things. I know that i should not be so dumb. Something can be shown by simple type of sign which is placed in. I can all see through. I hate my nature of accurate prediction in something which i guess. I can feel the sense and everything. I know when you are lying when you are real. I know when you are sad and when you are truthfully happy. I know that wood and fire can never be mixed together. This is all i know, but i hate most of myself. I hate myself for not being to help. I hate myself for being a failure. I hate myself to not able to protect the one i love. I hate myself for not able to be myself. I hate myself to fail to smile truthfully. I hate myself for being a bad guy. I hate myself for everything i do. I failed to be a good child. I failed to be a good student. I failed to be a good guy. I failed to make everyone smile. I failed to win the heart. I failed to get good grades. I failed to have good friends. I failed for everything. I'm a failure in my life. Yes! like you can see i'm a failure. I believe many people can't wait to see me like this. I know i'm a failure. I can do anything. Math genius like most of you say, I PUKE! Math really sucks my life, The things i hate the most is math and myself. i rather don't know 1+1=2. When i'm down i can never find someone who can tell. Never! cause i know i'm irritating so most of you doesn't like me. So i kept it to myself. Somethings when i say i will changed topic cause i know you all don't care about it. But i really wish i could have someone who will listen to me fully. Someone that i trust i can tell to. Physically fine is not everything, emotions is something which you all can't see. God is unfair everyone knows, But i don't like to have such treatment. I very tired already.... really very tired... so tired that i wan to just close my eye and don't care about anything. haiz maybe bad guy should have such treatment bah. Bye bye everyone. I won't live long i expect.... bye

2009-11-27T20:04:00.002+08:00

I DON'T LIKE THIS FEELING!

Every time when i am down i will post out without the reason, cause i don't wan anyone to know. However the things just doesn't have any solution to it. Say and solve is 2 different things! Kept on thinking is a way to make me commit suicide, forget about it is completely impossible to do. People say, to solve the problem, i have to find the root of the problem. Although i know about this simple logic, but i am just too stupid to find the root of the problem. How stupid can i be. I feel like dying, working isn't like working. Slacking all the way making me have all the time to think about the problem. I really hate this job! Too many slacking time for me, make me think a lot of stuff then accidentally injure myself. Being knocked by the jet and have a big blue black and Cut my finger by the scissor while cutting. What the hell is going on... really wish that god can give me some solution to the problem..... People all been smoking when working, some asked me to smoke with them, but i rejected. Tolerating not to smoke, but they are tempting me to! Haiz this is worst than hell byebye people! Anyway if i fail O lvl i will commit suicide then maybe i don't have to think about such a stuff le bah?

2009-11-26T20:18:00.002+08:00

Going to work soon so have a quick post ok? :)

Tuesday work was tiring. Damn heavy all the stuff. Don't know what the hell they put inside the boxes. Stay over night isn't as tiring as i thought anyway. While working i don't even feel tired, know quite a number of people there. The place is almost flooded by china people. Their character is different from what i expect anyway. They are super friendly and hardworking. Wei Wei the china guy keep saying joke and everything ahahahaha but at first he look super fierce, maybe he got some kind of alertness inside him bah? The night was not tired until the end around 7 when no stock is coming in. Make me kinda slack and felt super tired hahahaha. Reach home around 9 plus eat breakfast and good night i orh orh le :) woke up at 4 plus bath and go prom lor. Was fun but not really to me. Don't wan explain but i just don't like my position! After that took picture and went home. Luckily i got the last bus and took it home. Online and sleep again! Woke up today did nothing only online and sleep again hahaha ok lar byebye all going to bath soon byebye!

2009-11-24T11:58:00.002+08:00

等一下，我就要去做工了！
HAHAHA later on i would be going to work at around 10.30 so 9 plus i would have to leave my house! around 6 i would need to sleep later on 5.30 have my lunch hahaha. Feeling so excited to work night shift, however i am afraid that i would not be able to adapt to not sleep lar, scare that i will dose off. Anyway i would do my best and finish the work. see if i can test myself yo 'tahan' until 8 in the morning hahaha and of course would be reaching home around 9or10 in the morning so i would be super tired. Eat breakfast bath and sleep immediately :) HAHAHAHA! I feel like i am living in America just that my day is night and night is day! So complicated right? never mind! Ok nothing to blog for today actually! ByeBye~

2009-11-24T02:12:00.001+08:00

为了你,我能舍弃一切.

为了你,我不怕其他人笑我.

为了你,我不会让你不快乐的.

为了你,我会一直保护你,

我不会让你被欺负.

我所做的一切只希望看见你快乐的笑,

但我不求任何的回报.

2009-11-23T23:34:00.005+08:00

Back for more post today:)

Went to recruit express today to find jobs, found myself one which i would have to work night shift. From 10.30pm to 8am so this period people who wan contact me please don't if you wan message me. When i having break i will reply or call back. Thank you very much. Okay i don't know if i can adapt in doing this job as i won't be able to sleep in the night like how i did the past errrr 17 years??? haha so maybe i would need to have some changes in my habitat bah? Work at night sleep in the morning. I hope i would be able to do this job quite well. And it would be better if i don't sleep at night, cause i don't sleep i can remember some memory of... hahaha. Had a dream yesterday, i dream of someone i don't know who but the sound is so familiar asking me why am i so silly? Which i till now can't figure out.... Nvm bah i believe the dream will give me a answer sooner or later. Went to science center after that with kiong and bin hahhaa had a fun time with them before i go for work and everything. Sorry to some that i won't be able to accompany you guys anymore due to my work timing. Dui bu qi. But i will still contact with you guys but it will be seldom >.< Anyway i don't like this feeling i having now! BYEBYE EVERYONE! Today have picture le byebye

2009-11-23T01:50:00.005+08:00

No picture today hahahaha now is 1am in the morning and i'm missing .... . I'm mad anyway. Been watching 終極三國 for this few days. Too bored nowadays. People all went overseas, i have no body to talk to le. Even though now i seldom message. Prom night is coming in a few days time, can gather with everyone is a fortune. Maybe it will be the second last time i seeing most of them and maybe.... hmmm whatever i believe they also don't mind. Keep watching the show i don't know why my heart is feeling sharp pain and when listen to some songs, my heart is also aching. I don't like this feeling, Why am i feeling such things? Been mood less at home nowadays ever since that day. I don't know why i just cannot be happy, even when you see my smile i was faking it out. I really don't understand why i cannot figure it out. I am a bad bad bad guy! 是坏人. But shouldn't bad guy be emotionless? then why can i still feel such pain? Mum said i changed a lot, which i don't know which part of me had changed. Maybe i really changed just that i didn't notice? Is it because of the change which take away my smile? Or it's the pain which leads to my change? I don't know. Who can tell me the answer? The pain would it disappear? i doubt so cause it's hurting more and more... okay nothing more to post. Don't have to worry, or i could say no one will worry... BYEBYE!

2009-11-21T13:42:00.002+08:00

Back for posting.

Went swimming with xiao zhu and wen bin yesterday. Kinda fun and release my... hahaha but we only swim for very short while then wen to yew tee to have out lunch. Bought belt and everything. I cannot understand why people spent so much money on prom night? i know it's once in a life time that you all are going for the prom but it doesn't make sense for you all spent so much just on prom night? Maybe i am too poor that's why i think like this while you all are too rich? hmm i guess so. HAHA prom night stuff still not done for me. Gotta buy myself a tie and that's all i guess. Wear presentable is what i going for. Should be like how i go for work i guess? hahaha. Okay continue with yesterday, after that we go to warren golf club of course not to play golf. Didn't even bring my golf set hahaha went to play and walk around. Play like mad and went home around 5 plus? Since morning 9 plus go out until 5. Reach home still no body at home hmmm so kinda bored. Now no one at home too so bored for me:( alone at home at 2 days.... Kinda weird too ok lar nothing more to post byebye people.

2009-11-19T14:00:00.004+08:00

BACK FOR MORE POST?

Okay decided to change my blog link, cause don't wan people to know i still have a blog except for some. Changes has been make, Things have change. I am alone now due to some stupid problems. But i will get used to it. This holiday let me realize a lot of things. I have opened my eye and see around. Work suck! I bet you would agree with me. Raining everyday! Playing with rain almost everyday also. Wash away everything. Mei peng you de xin qing mei ren neng liao jie. No one will understand how it is without friends. Cancel all my chalet planning but i will plan one on January which good soul wan to come? i bet none anyway so i will be alone in the chalet:) How cool can that be? :) Stuff for me to do. CCA Fair! have to settle the proposal and everything make me in charge of it. hmmmm have to plan for fancy drill which i hate. Officer course is waiting for me i think. the officers are have been awaiting for me in the camp so very long, heard from my officers. Rofl~ But not ready to go in the course. I this rainy season, make my house so quiet. No one at house therefore i can go out and play with rain which i enjoy it a lot now. I hate my hair anyway. Not nice i think botak suit me more. I hmmmm okay nothing more to write okay i am just too lonely.

PARANORMAL ACTIVITY~

It's not a very nice movie anyway. No more surprise have to show. Everything is so expected. It can't even shock me not even 1 scene. Katie was take over by the demon, or she is the demon? She act like the demon in the end which make me confused. To me i would think the demon has took over her, if you see closely, when her boyfriends ask her to go, she say it would be safer to stay. Her eyes did not blink or moved. It's too stationary until it would look somehow scary. But the movie is kinda funny cause of the guy i forget the name i think should be mika? He put in joke like scolding and interacting with the demon and vulgarities appear when he speaks. Nice movie but i think it's something like a movie if you have watch before. Quarantine, how the movie is taken is the same as quarantine just that the storyline is totally different. I would give 2/5 stars for this movie :)

BYEBYE~

KELVIN

2009-11-10T23:15:00.003+08:00

Last paper tomorrow!

After tomorrow i will be free from O level. It's such a relief to not study anymore i mean currently for secondary school life. Found a job for myself. I'm now a sales consultant, i'm selling credit card under RHB bank. But Stress will be pressing on me to reach my number of sales. I wish i can earn from this work. I believe that this job will determine my mindset of working. As normally we work and will got paid. However this time, I will work for my own money. Like setting up my own business and current out contact with customer. So this will build up my experience in speaking better. Now i'm stress and really feeling very pain, is there anything that will release me from such things? I wish to smoke back, but i don't know if i should. I wish i won't have to... But if this keep building up there won't be another chance i guess? haiz bye everyone Jia you for your exam :D

2009-10-04T15:14:00.003+08:00

There will be mock exam tomorrow WTH! Stupid but nvm didn't really studied for tomorrow exam hmmm maybe at night, cause i maybe going to my cousin birthday, it's really a fortune for him to celebrate his birthday, of course some of you all may know why and some may not. i think only a small amount of you all know why bah. Kelvin is really no in mood nowadays, maybe i'm too stress, and like yong chang had say i may collapse and die *smile* but i think i look fine, but my thinking changed i think. The cactus is infront of my table, i "FEEL" it's grow and my mum say i'm nuts cause i had been talking to the cactus. Maybe it's time for me to go to mental hospital? Tmr will be meeting mr. david chua again for POA, tuesday will have english and geography will be planned, chem is impossible due to cerena busy schedule, Math and A math is OTOT. SS maybe will study alone cause i just have to study my essay source based is not a problem to me i think. POA i been working hard on it. hmmmm
Ok like you may notice i changed my blog template, no more tag board , only left a few links, cause i felt that my blog is very messy due to that so i keeping it's shorter and lesser things. ok? haha byebye everyone wonder what am i going to wear later?

2009-10-03T19:32:00.003+08:00

Kelvin wish time could stop but it won't!
Yesterday is so call graduation day or farewell assembly, Touching to see people perform and saying the speech. Miss lailtha thank you for all the care you have given us, i really like you, the first time a teacher who gave me so much support. I also gonna thanks mr. david chua for tolerate my attitude from the start of the year, and nvr give up on me for my POA, even though he know that i'm a dumbass in POA. Thank you miss cerena ng for being a good teacher and teach me and help out alot of time. Thank you Mr. Lim for keeping me fit and joke with me although my math is better than you don't keep it in mind just study more ok? hahhaa (cause when i studying POA he asked me solved a math question for him since he can't solved it after half an hour?) Thank you miss pauline fong, for tolerate my crap and forgive me when i call you barney or purple dinosaur, and thank you got playing with me and teaches me everything and quickly find a male dinosaur ok? haha. Gonna thanks Mr. christ even though he had leave the school, but without him, i think i can't even pass my A math until now, thanks for your teaching and try to answer all of our question. Thanks you class 5B for bringing joy to my life, and i think that we are the only class with people full of different talent, we have people who can play drum, guitar, sing, dance, study, joke, strong, muscular, soccer, basketball, beach volleyball, hockey, english expertise, math expertise, POA expertise, all and all we are talent and have a place to go don't give up. Brandan see this if you online and visited my blog, i don't wish to see anyone to go to ITE or fail O lvl it's very disheartening to see my friends to fail O lvl don't give up study up. I wan to thanks my clique,for helping me. Sometimes i think that being in this clique make me wan to die and wan to go out from the clip, i felt so tired to being in this group, but without some of you my life won't be so happy as now. Thank you yikiong for making me laugh, wen bin for making my laugh, SK for sending me message to forward every other peopl, hooi lan for sending my forward message also, ling hui a good daughter, brandan good son, bryan play with me, jon for entertaining me, kha eng for talking crap with me, karin for being a HXD and wenliang a good ahmeng. But most probably i will not interact with them as much as last time, and i won't think that i will remember most of them when i move on to my further institution, i will forget everything that's what i'm made of, i won't remember people for a long time, The only one i will really remember will be Priscilla Tan jia jia i think have a 8 years for friendship isn't easy and some more we are classmates for 8 years takes the same subject, in the same CCA and i see the improvement in her studies and everything, she is slowly improving and catching up. Glad to see that. And so My life in westwood is coming to an end, nothing to regret, choice are being made, don't wish to retain. I love being in westwood sometimes when happy moment are there. And everything will make me fucked up. I'm isn't perfect nor i'm happy and good, I am just selfish if you think i am. I know people have been saying my proud and everything but i don't really give a damn to the fucking words people had say cause me is me, i won't change cause of some fucking bastard or bitch who are jealous of me which they can't do anything that they can't do? And for my clique i have people who i really like and some people i really don't. You know who i mean, Despite of having a clique, sometimes i feel that people will definitely change and so do i, i grow and know more things now i believe i can be on my own, i not that cheerful as most of you think i had my own stupid problem i'm not as smart as all of you in fact i'm stupid and studies like a said long time before, it's not my cup of tea. I really think that i am alone, even though my friends are all around me, they seems to be transparent like air which exists but couldn't be seen this really suck. hai but nvm and YOU! i not stating who but someone, i must really thanks you although i'm not contacting you anyway nowadays, but you also graduating soon, and seen your result for prelim and you did quite well and really happy for you, wish you could do well for your O lvl and go to a good poly :) good luck!

2009-09-29T20:45:00.002+08:00

Update to my result for prelim, mistake found in geography paper hahaha so in the end i passed my combine humans lar :D damn happy but still not good enough for me i think going to buck up more and more and more!!!! i cannot stop here, i must work harder le! Aiming 4 distinction!!!!! HAHAHA
Prelim result up to date!
EL:C6
SC:C5
CL:B3
MA:A1
AMA: A1
CH:C6
POA:F9
L1R4:16
L1R5:22

Target For O lvl!
EL:C5
SC:A2
CL:B3
MA:A1
AMA:A1
CH:A2
POA:B3
L1R4:11
L1R5:14
My aim! Least i could except from myself :D

2009-09-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps kelvin is now posting in the middle of the night hmmm now is around 1 am and i am still not asleep hmmm WTH! but never mind about that. Today terrible day for me as in thursday to be more specify. Emotion break down due to disappointing result, really i work very hard i don't know and don't care if you all really know how much effort i putted in for the prelim which i think it is not enough like my mummy say i just too lazy, but my hardwork can anyone see? Spending more than 6 hours to revision chemistry and draw out myself notes and everything. Spent nearly the whole night studying POA. Read up geography one and stupid 1 chapter and it's not 1 chapter is a part of a chapter rofl "RIVERS" WTH! at least i studied right? But result didn't show. Social studies a disappointment due to wrong interpretation, i failed it and cause my C.H to fail WTH! i gonna find the stupid 2 marks to make myself pass WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Math and A math careless careless and more careless WTH! i can't be more irritated by all the careless mistake i made. It was like WTH! ROFL! then regret and everything. But blaming and regretting is pointless now, reflect on everything so i may not be able to online as much as like time, cause from next week onwards, i will be going to stay at school to meet teachers and everything, won't be home early maybe for friday my relax day cause going to gym. byebye peeps
Prelim results!
English: C6
Math: A1
A Math: A1
Combine Science: C6
Chinese :B3
POA: F9 (WTF!)
Combine Humans: D7
L1B4:17 Points(which fucking courses can i go with this lousy result?)
L1R5:24 Points
Laugh all you wan and everything when you see my result, but when the meanwhile you are laughing beware, i will chase up and ass your ass out of your mouth

2009-09-22T17:49:00.005+08:00

Kelvin doesn't have any mood to update. Don't really do very well for my prelim... haizzzz Although my math paper 1 get 70/80 but i think my paper 2 didn't do very well haizzz. 29/60 for English paper 1 compo. but write wrong date also wrong:( WTF haizzz if not i pass le..... Pass my science and A math anyway. but not very good pass anyway.... haizzz BAD YEAR FOR ME:(
Picture for sentosa:D

2009-09-13T01:21:00.004+08:00

Kelvin back for more post today. Did not post for many days, so posting in the middle of the night. Listening to Mr brown show now, super hilarious. Okay let me post about yesterday okay. It's been a long time since i step into the gym again so since yesterday i'm free so i asked yi kiong to go down to the gym with me in the morning around 9 plus. It is fun though ran about dunno how many kilometers , then did some arm workout and leg workout. Tiring indeed in gym for about 3 hours then went for swimming. Swim for awhile until 1 plus then went to Mac for lunch have mega Mac spicy first time have a taste of it. Fucking spicy for me and of course yap yi kiong haha i tahan and yet he cry hahha super funny later the picture you see haha you will see him rinsing his mouth:). Ok lar nothing more to write le plus now i eat alot going fat now :D i loving it haha. BYEBYE everyone. Jaslin i link you soon ok? Daughter what quiz you saying about? Jacqueline cheer up ok? Bubble will be laser by me soon haha :)

2009-09-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!! I am such a NERD!

okay don't be shock i am playing with my old spectacles which i found back during my monday "spring" cleaning in my drawer. Kinda weird but my eye sight seems to get worse than last time as i wore the spectacles, my vision did not get better, it may seems to be clearer very it is still very blur. I think i kinda like miss those times i wear spectacle, it's really been a while as i wear a degree spectacles kinda interesting, and i will be going to make my spectacle soon as my eye sight had really gone bad bad bad... if my mum did not lie to me about buying a spectacle for me. Okay start with today bored day had not been study very hard as i won't know what to do for the rest of the week if i started study so hard and memories everything, as 30% of everything will be forget when you sleep and due to human memory a estimated of 25% of them memory will be deleted as due to never practice, revision and other sort of things like addition of other information. This will leads to the lost of information, so i working in a way that i consume a part of the information and slow add in 30% of 10 things is less than 30% of 90 things right haha. This will only be stupid for me i think so illogically proven by me haha i think. But people do forget stuff, i forget almost everything which happens last year i think. This really proven a lot and really i think this way. So revision in a small portion will be better i think to me, if you think your method is good enough just stick to it haha. Okay joanne is sick and wish her to recover soon, She visited doctor and the doctor gave her medicine, strong anti biotic. If people who dunno who is joanne, go my link and see for Bai wei xiu, my idol. Now a day people sick very easily maybe due to the air or anything i think. Being a doctor now i think i will be rich in no time haha, so quick time pass quickly i want go be doctor soon after i get my medical diploma QUICK QUICK! haha free checkup for my parents too. Giving them the best treatment haha seems to be so bias me>.< just kidding. ok byebye everyone. Wish joanne recover soon won't you all? haha byebye

2009-09-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

Wondering where had you been, Missing the time we spent, The care you gave me. Not you if you think it is you now, The person is someone who is the one i had really missed for a very long long long long time.... A story without a perfect ending...

As you all can see my hair gone again i cut my hair again and now i have no more fringe cool huh? just kidding :) Today don't really study as no time for me to do it as i been cleaning up my messy house and now seems to be neater i think? haha but it's horrible it is like i am the one doing the cleaning instead of my korkor and meimei, cleaning the storeroom is like my job? and they are playing my skateboard? OMGZ they big fuck? or what using me. Mummy helped me to carry the things to let my place haha i am mr. muscle the cleaning thingy hahha :) i am useful for today:) lalala ok lazy to write le byebye Oh ya my new niece ahah cute little girl wynelle, wynnona sister hahha byebye all

2009-09-05T09:31:00.002+08:00

Kelvin back to post early in the morning as later maybe i will be studying so may not have the time post :). Fine day from yesterday till now just that i am not feeling really well my cough just love me too much that she come back and been coughing like mad now. Flu misses me too. It is like hell yesterday to hold my drowsiness for the whole day throughout the all paper. English and chemistry is manageable i know how to do but English, i am not that confident cause to me the passage is kind of irritating like that song i listening now smooth criminal by MJ keep saying annie are you okay, are you okay,annie wa liao... hahaha but nvm at least i like Chemistry it is really doable. Went back home rest first regret eating Medicine when resting at home, it make more feel more drowsy OMG then A math is horrible, nose blocked, and the flu is killing me i think i will be sick soon. My body feel super cold now... but too bad no time to rest, Studies is my first priority now so no time to care about my health. A math paper is not that doable, Won't really score well as some question i am not really sure that i will so well.. it's horrible but nvm went home online awhile and went back to bed around 8 and sleep all the way until 8.30 just now have a 12 hours long nap hahaha i think i had to get back my rest as thursday i slept at 2 plus? haha revision for chem :) ok byebye all going to have my breakfast and study will start soon :)

2009-09-04T00:40:00.002+08:00

Kelvin is blogging at midnight around 12.41am now and i'm still studying. Super tired now cause i just ate my medicine... do not feel very well too maybe i live to unhealthy i think nowadays. And mummy is worrying me :( she vomited quite a number of times. Poor mummy :( take care of her while studying. just finish my chemistry which i hope i will do well tmr for Prelim SS and physic today is manageable to me i think. SS i don't really understand the Essay on venice which i don't really study very hard but i like the source based as it is very tricky to a extent you can interpret the question is what type of questions. Physic is a nice paper i don't know if it's easy, it looks very easy maybe the result get back will not show...:( physic is a obstacles to me which i will need my chemistry to push it away.... hope i get my A2 for my science bah.... now i'm busying studying my A math. Said by mrs melissa tan that it will be a difficult paper so had to buck up and study now... being a night owl isn't fun thought... been eating while studying, killed alot of my brain cells while studying... HOPE it will goes well bah byebye :) Back maybe next week during break of after prelim. :)

2009-09-01T10:24:00.002+08:00

Back for more post today. Yesterday was out almost the whole day so did not have the chance to upload pictures and blogged. Here to say to all teachers, a happy teachers day. Yesterday was a fun day, went school in the morning and did all the craps>.<>.< opps then go back to class rot but played in class though. Went for teacher's day celebration at the hall but on the way asked madm lailtha some questions which she's gave me answer and i really considered it. She's a good teacher though:) see their performance and went back home then did nothing until 2 went out meet karin then go JP meet other people then go Kbox then sing sing sing until 8 then went out. Teacher having their teachers day dinner there too at the restaurants and find some of the teachers. Went to eat dinner then go home with karin knew about something and it's doesn't really matters to me. BYEBYE Short post again.
Somethings to add here. I don't know whether it is true a not, but i just believe what i hear cause that is the only evident. I know i can't find back the feeling anymore, i know i can't get close anymore, I know what i am doing and i also know i won't be like the person who did this kind of things. Last night, i am pathetic , i reach home bath to cheer up myself i watched comedy to cheer myself up, i can't go to sleep, the night seems to be so long and i seems so alone.... haiz byebye people.
Picture is not according to yesterday

BYEBYE

2009-08-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

Ok back for more post today. Tiring day today, went to bai bai the whole day and did finish some work. Today don't really study so i wasted a good Sunday by doing nothing which benefits my studies:( haizzz but took some zi lian pic hahaha seems weird haha ok xiaodidi see short post.

Do i look like a watch model?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TARYN WEIRD GIRL!

I miss this feeling

2009-08-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

Back for more post now it's kinda late but no choice just did finish a few papers which i think is relatively hard. Woke up as expected around 10 am plus. Eat and online for awhile first then prepare to study. Went down to Library to study with yikiong, wen bin, junzhi, kha eng. with the company of sau kuen and ling hui. things go on and on teaching all this. HAHA they are my student :). For math only i think? Then went back home around 5 plus plus before going back home had eating some prata. Went back home, second aunt is at my house, then went bath came out she went home. Been thinking of this for quite awhile should i go JC or Poly? I thinking of going JC nowadays cause i really wan get back the 1 year which i lose for staying in NA. But i'm afraid of losing out in my A level and eventually fail my A level. I had no worries for H2 subjects cause i am sure of what subject to take, i am afraid of my H1 and general Paper. H1 subject, i maybe will be taking Econ as the subject and i think i will be having problems for it. But i also interested in china studying which looks kind of interesting. Asked mummy for opinion but she say she don't wan me to be always follow what she asked me to do and forget what i must do is follow myself. I just scared i make the wrong decision of going JC. And going to JC i think my will need to know news friends as now currently my friends like wanted to go poly than JC. And JC makes me had a higher chance of going UNI with will helps me of going to the course i wan lar the medical course. I really wish that my effort for studying will leads me to where i will go. And daddy told me that if i go JC, it will be better for me cause i'm way more flexible than my brother so i will be doing better than my brother. I don't know if it is true or what. People please give my suggestion and write on my tagboard ok? every tag of your opinion is important.
Something here ok. Today i find back a feeling that i hadn't had for a long time. I like this feeling but i know it will only last for a day and it will be hard to get it back again. It won't happened everyday and seldom will come.... byebye

2009-08-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Simplicity is the best way for you to think better.
Ok i just love Joanne peh hahaha but won't be saying much more about her. Posting while i am resting now, got to buck up my math and A math i think so i went to popular to bought TYS for both the subject and for POA i did not manage any for them. Okay tell you all about my result of the recent test and then people i aim to beat when prelim. Ok math mock exam i gotten 73/80 for paper 1 and 93/100 for paper both paper got 7 marks gone which is due to carelessness of the stupidity of me of not able to see very well nowadays. Mummy promised to bring me to make my spectacles which i will be able to wear out. My vision is failing i think i cannot really see things clearly, things seems to be blur and my right eyes is affect so much and my left eye is still quite normal but i think i stress too much on my left eyes which it's getting painful and red easily. Ok back to mat know that someone beat me in math in sec 4, i dunno is she the only 1 or many? i guess i will just try to win her for prelim and O level. The person is JiaMin, don't really know her but seems like she is very talented in digit i think cause i not her classmate i don't know how she did for other subject, but from A math and Math i can see she had the potential to do math and with this potential, she got 76/80 and 99/100 for paper 1 and paper 2 respectively which is a 95% i think and mine is a 92% which there is a big gab, being nag by mummy cause of my careless of writing wrong. Really regret of not checking my paper again carefully. Which i really thinks i should practice more on this subject. For people who did not do well in Math, and you really wish to do well in math do look up for me i will try my best ability to teach you all in the most simple ways. Of course i will too provide you all with question and feel free to ask question cause i won't reject any question from you all unless i dunno how to do but give me some times to think of the question and i will come out with the answer don't worry ok. Tomorrow, wen bin, yi kiong and kha eng probably coming to my house and i will be teaching them and i believe in teaching will benefit more than practicing as you will know the concept in doing stuff and more i believe in people understand what you doing are more important than the answer cause learning without understand is just like a empty shell, it contain nothing inside, but if you understand while learning you will benefit best. So if you come for question don't expect for answer but expect for knowledge of doing. I really wish people you all to do well for this subject and math is a subject that can be score for O level. ok done with this and oh yar Mrs Melissa Tan had calculated the score i will be having for exam and Prelim i think? which is a B3 but sorry i am aiming for a A1 now. I don't aim low i aimed high. Plus something you all must feel happy for me is my POA, I passed! yar you didn't see wrong ok although it is not a very good pass but at least i tired my best and get a 16/25 which is a great improvement for me and i really had to focus on my sciences too.
A short now here, nowadays i feel the sense of loneliness, it seems to me that maybe lonely does not seems to be a bad things either as i will be having more time to study, but i really had to say this, i really really really miss someone, someone which i lost long time ago, someone who used to be a friend, someone who i really care, someone who care for me and someone who treated me very nicely. I really miss that somebody, now i can only see how the person do in school, everything i see is just the evident of the physical of the person but not the emotion. The only thing i can hope is to see the person happy and doing the best of the person ability. The person is important to me but i lost the person and now i must pay for the consequences.

2009-08-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today is doesn't seems to be a pleasant day for kelvin even though he get quite good grades for his math mock exam paper 1. Just let me proceed with today activity, Went school as usual, up to the hall for assembly and kinda crappy to read so been talking to ken and stuff. Have SPA talk funny to have Mr.Cheng talk to us on stage seems to be the first time i see him talking of stage :) Went back class for Geography, today Mrs.Lailtha gave us paper to read is on population that is hungry nowadays. Quite interesting tomorrow will be continuing the topic again :) after geography is A Math while my class having Math, so took back my paper from Madam first, quite surprise and disappointed with my results too. Surprised is because i get 73/80 for Paper 1, Disappointment is when i see all the careless i did for the paper, wrote wrong and change the units wrongly are the factors why my 7 mark are gone. But nvm still quite happy with the result but can do better than this so prelim will be study for math and see what result i get. A math have test and going to fail i think, i didn't see the question properly so it's kinda wasted for me, maybe it's time for me to wear spectacles to school cause my eyesight seems to be failing me:( but i think currently it's still okay bah. Really feel very angry or you can say in the ill manner term "Fuck up" when people seems to be saying bad about you when you did the paper well, Paper 1 doesn't mean anything, if i get 73 for paper what's the point for you to care and say about me? Are you just simply jealous that i get a 73 and you still doesn't know your result and you know you will lose to me? OMG you this bitch even did the paper before the mock exam on your ten year series so i won't be surprise even if you get higher than me cause you did the paper last year and before hand like i care. That idiot really spoil my day. That's why i don't like to get good grade during test or whatever shit, if i get good grade people will discuss and say about it, i mean what's the point of doing this. I believe everyone had their own ability in everything, so no point jealous about my talent in doing math well. I believe you just open the freaking book and you would know how to do the question unless you are a idiot who don't understand what are they writing. People please grow up, if you are dumb or what i don't give a damn i just don't like you people to say about me cause of my academic, doesn't it very stupid to argue on it? If you are smart you are smart if you are stupid, you are stupid no point saying about that. Nvm won't be saying about it making me super fucked up. English practices oral, Poa did Swiss cottage paper 2 and realize Mrs.Kang came from that school quite surprise to hear that. SS was a disappointment i think. Chemistry did practical i would say this practical is a difficult one. Went back to class and found out it's locked WTF! but nvm took key from auntie then put on lipstick hahaha to kiss on paper aha i kissed kha eng and yikiong ahaha basically super fun :) Just found out that i maybe can earn a living in Thailand :) After that went for lunch which is very late around 4 plus went back home did some workout bath and went to bed now going to sleep soon again tmr have another chemistry mock paper hope i do well haha byebye:)

2009-08-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

Oh my god her smile just killed me >.< hahaha was surfing around and seeing joanne peh stuff ahhh i am just freaking love her a lot teehee such a lovely girl and if you had seen yesterday dunno what show she was cooking! haha talented, and know how to cook, rare to find in this world though. Ok let me continue school days are fine, take back my A math mock exam paper, get both A1 for paper 1 and 2 but add up was a A2 cause for A1 needs 85 marks and i am like 7.5 marks away from that standard must work extra hard for it! hmm then study for chemistry and physic really putting into consideration for science as one of my L1R4/L1R5 subject. Been studying all this while and thinking of everything, and make me come into this conclusion of going for JC, have a short personal talk with Madm Lailtha after school on Friday and i already known what she will be talking to me about, but she really let me know something, being myself than being a path that i will be walking like my brother, she say people seems to see me following my brother path which he had already walked. She relate mine and her and seems like me and her are similar in such ways that she also had a smarter sister just that her sister didn't get into the university whereas she did, but i won't relate her's same as mine cause my brother will be going to university after his A level and NS and it's something that will be confirmed and cannot be change so i will be doing things that my brother did not do to prove that i am not walking what he had really walked and i will do better than him. Cause i had a vision and dream and my brother don't really have any, I want to be a doctor is a goal in the end of my life, that's my ideal job whereas my brother is see what he can then do for the job, we are different yet common i would say. Okay don't say about this just want to thanks madm Lailtha for spending the time to talk to me she's give me this kind of warm that i never felt. Haha okay today Math Mock Exam is kinda stupid i think, i think it is really really unfair, since i had sat for the paper before cause it was last year O level paper of course it is unfair, i had been expecting them to give specimen paper of this year for us to do than last year O level, like this i would had nothing to improve, cause i sat for it i seen the question it is in my blood of knowing how to answer the question, and ten year series also printed this paper inside the book and hell people had did the paper and so this mock exam won't be a accurate result of the student standard i think. But i would agree that this paper is a difficult paper to do, i don't know how to do anyway, pending for a fail result when take back next week.
Here is a sub topic i will be saying about this week. I will try to write a topic i wish to write about every week and this week i will be talking about fashion so people who like fashion or are fashionable why don't just try reading. I won't say i am that fashionable but i can confirm that i know about fashion. To me fashion is a way to present yourself, but "FASHION" may seems to be a easy word to pronounce and everything but behind the word, it had a deep meaning, not everyone can understand what it mean and different people would had a different perspective. Individually, i would say that you must show out your character and you must sure it really suits you. Who the hell in the world would wear something that seems to make you look super weird, and i know this kind of "Fashion idiot" and that's why i writing this topic. If you skin don't not match the colour of the things you are wearing then freaking take them off, this really freak me off seeing people wear something that doesn't suits them. Like this if your skin is white, watch is easy to match everything i agreed with that but white skin don't match with yellow watch i would say cause it doesn't look weird but for Spectacles, freaking hell your skins is white and some more wore a white spectacles? Holy crap, it make you seems to be like a idiot, you face does not even fit for the spectacles. Some more the spectacles is something like plastic, and make it kinda shinny, and you are wearing it, you are a moron i think. Fashion stuff may not be fashion on you, for example you got yourself a fashionable shirt or anything, and it looks weird on you, no matter how fashionable it was, it won't look good on you and it won't make you seems to be fashionable, then you can just freaking take that things off. To me everything you wan buy something, consider if it looks nice on you, ask for opinion, if out of 3, 2 say it looks weird, the freaking take it off. Plus hairstyle, different people have different hairstyle that really fits into him. For me, i am not a hairstylist i think, i don't really know how to make my hair very nice or whatever, but i know what really make me looks good, and what type of hair style seems to be nice on me so i tried every type of hair style, like this time, i cut Malet it may seems weird and nerdy but when it grows i think it really look good, trying is a very important factor to know something that you never know. You cannot just stuck in the old same hairstyle, try everything, maybe today you stay alive tomorrow you bang down by car, try every opportunities that you sees. Okay i think i will stop typing now, have a post that is too long i think. BYEBYE PEOPLE!

2009-08-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

Using draft blogger to blog now which i really had no idea how to use it cause the things is like shit i think. Now i am very tired, been sleeping late to study and stuff but i don't wish to have a break in between if i had break i will be going lazy back, so kelvin JIA YOU! You can do it! ARGH! haha ok get back AMath Mock exam paper, get 64/80 for paper 1 and 75/100 for paper 2 get both A1 grade but counted as A2 in the combine result, i get 77.2 but is consider A2 hmmm but i think is a realistic fact to be seen lar, from 4H all people seems to be getting 70 and above, i think is about half of the class get 70 plus? So i think is a remarkable class to study in cause of the challenge between the smart ones, Adilah even got a 90.5 impressive haha but i will try to catch up and perhaps get a A1 for O lvl! POA is kinda disappointed for me, i forget to write returns inward and outwards haizz wasted 3 mark i think :( then i did not do out the margin but i did explain... COE is kinda bad for me too i think i write one of the account wrongly... ROAR! but nvm i tried my best if fail means that i am not that capable to do POA. This Saturday will be doing Math mock exam, will be study it tomorrow to get a distinction for Math lar, cannot have a decline result hahaha been slacking behind this few month and maybe it's time for me to show back my potential? Which Madam had been saying to me and crap lar, i think all this will be just based on the understanding of the subject, as much as i know, math is just a subject with formula logic i will name it, Math will need logic to think of the ways and had to remember formula to do it. I would say it is completely different from A math which don't have much logic but only come memory work. And Chinese O lvl results, quite nice hahha i nvr feel the pressure as i nvr take Chinese this year, i ensure my result last year though hahaa, then many people get A1 for sec 4 express hahaha smart i would say I am impressed by one guy forget the name but he did not take his malay listening but still get a A1 that mean he did paper 2 almost everything right and Oral with distinction haha. Ok byebye people and anyway today is someone birthday happy birthday to you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE YI!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARINAH MAID!

2009-08-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

Ok back for more post since i hadn't been blogging for a very long time i suppose. Now i am coughing like mad cause i can resist the temptation of eating the ice cream just now >.<>.< SS did quite alot and know point to explain today for me i dunno other figure it out anot... POA did COE ahaha manage to finish it yesterday and understand it :) so not much of a problem not my problem is control accoutn who can help me?? :( Nowaday seems to study so hard that i dunno am i right to do it cause my health is at a great cost now... now is reading up some medication book which i borrowed, seems to be interesting and they wrote tips that help improve coughing so been trying it now, but will tends forget cause focus in studies... but the book is interesting i learn quite lot of stuff, the airway is different when you are eating and not eating food and so on and so fore, will be continue to read and on net surfing for this type of document too. hmmm ok going to study for A math now ok byebye people. COUGH COUGH! haha

2009-08-16T14:05:00.000+08:00

Won't be blaming anyone for this, it is just what i deserve in fact. You choose for this path and walked into it, i accept what you chosen and be happy for it. Good bye...

Going granny house later for her birthday celebration and hope someone recover fast from her fever and everything. byebye

2009-08-15T20:46:00.003+08:00

ok here to blog. Today ou relationship just ended... i'm sad really sad, maybe we are just not meant to be together at first bah.... nvr regret to love you but since it's ended and you had choose to end this, we just finish forget about it ok we can be back brother and sister bah. Will need a few days to recover from this break, my hearts ache. haizz not in mood le byebye...

2009-08-13T12:23:00.003+08:00

How can i get that tall?? :( hahaha
alright i will be posting today, not a good week for me feeling sick. Visit the doctor then second time this month, Kinda horrible feeling for me. Fever only in the morning but not in the afternoon so doctor say i have no fever but in fact only during in the morning. My cough had not recovered since the last time i go visit the doctor so he gave me a better and stronger medicine which now is pill to consume and i like this better than the liquid medicine, i think this is better and gave me pill to help my lung to function better won't say the reason why i need the medicine for lung here. And of course a better anti biotic :) And it's SOOOO big make me so difficult to eat :( Going to change my blog song soon :) at home i feel so lonely, had to entertain myself, did nothing but to sleep and online and read some of the books. i think today have A math test and i didn't went for it i will be in deep trouble to go back school for retest :( i think this saturday i have A math mock exam too kinda suck to know that while i didn't go school for so many day kinda pull back. :( and i'm sad now, really i dunno what to do. I really wonder alot of stuff haizzz. I just a idiot.... i wonder if you.... ok nothing more to write byebye :)

Pretty MAMA :) i love her :)Handsome Daddy :)

I wonder how much i worth in your heart? :(